Still

I am still thinking of him, I miss him.
谁会让你偶尔想要拥他在怀中。。

I just want someone to hold when I am in need.
And I gave up to find the someone.

I suffered him so much in previous life that I need to suffer from this so much this life?

Enough, I am so tired of these things already.
Can I please just forget about these nonsense?