Approach

Ming Ming arr, I really do not brave to chat with you so frequently leh, I scared you will think me annoying >.<

But you do not mind pun >.< You so kind... You treat all girls like that??

Ming Ming arr, you know whenever I'm alone, I will enclose my nose and mouth with my palms, call your name, and tell you that, I Miss You ^.^

Hehehehe~~

Do you hear that??

Control

I think I should limit myself to just get 1 thing from you everyday then feel satisfy ^.^

If not I'll become more greedy...

From the very beginning, I just want a wavy hand from you, and everyday you call my name >.<
Then I want to talk with you...
Then I want to chat with you...
Then I want to have lunch with you..
Then I want know all about you...
After all, I want you >.<

So, I think to not annoy you so much, I decide,
weekdays,
can see you in lecture hall is enough,
can talk to you is enough,
can get your smile or laugh or tease is enough,
can have a lunch with you is enough,
weekends,
can chat with you once is enough,
can see you new photo is enough,
can see you comment is enough,
can see you online is enough~~

But I think it'll never be enough for me >.<

Chatbox

I will copy our conversation from fb during holiday >.<

You always ask back when I ask you questions!!!

I always answer you but you did not!!

Profile picture

I know why you do not want to change your profile picture, because that is your photo with girl you like right??

Gambateh, take out your courage, chase her!!!!

Your cuteness sure can get her one ^.^

Analysis

Hmmmm, saw your name tagged in the steamboat gathering??
Maybe my brain too complicated >.<

Lyn just asked me how we be friend again >.<
And I told her you do not even know I unfriend you..
She said you have to pretend that you do not know, for face >.<

Really??
Arrgghhhh, but you are so kind to add back me without teasing me ^.^
Haha, Lyn said should you ask me to add back you but not me asking you to add me..
She said me crazy T.T

What la, I miss you ma...
T.T

FB-ing

You asked me why I always online..
From beginning, I'm avoiding myself to study..
I have nothing to do if not study, or online...

From last 2 months, I online because I''m waiting for you to chat me >.<
I have a feeling that you are following my wall, and since my birthday, I knew you really care my status and online status..

Now, I just wait for you in facebook..

I think you not dare to know this answer right??

Diet

Feel depressed...
Ate a lot since came back from KL..
Cause when I weighed myself, I gained 1 kg..
And I chatted wth you, you do not like fat girl..
And curvy >.<
Ok, I memang wont become curvy as what you like, my legs not long enough >.<
I give up, and I hate diet T.T
I want food!!!
T.T
How suffer I must experience before I become 44kg??
I think I need to keep till 42kg baru got the curvy that you like >.<

4kg to go T.T

Tired

T.T
Maybe just now chatted with friends and got too high..
Now feel depressed..
Feel like not continue to like you >.<

T.T
Feel so tired now
You are so unpredictable...
I'm loser in playing game...

Guai Bao Bao

You slept already >.<
I messaged you a lot and you werre not replying me T.T
I miss you arr, guai bao bao T.T

Class Photo

If crop out your photo with Lyn, quite nice hor??
I jealous >.<

Ya, my legs short T.T
I hate this fact..

CFCS

Today exam, yesterday chatted with you..
I hate exam >.<
Do not know will fail or not T.T
And I asked you to take the class photo, you refused but today you really very kind to take that!!
Actually I avoided you when I saw you stood near the middle entrance >.<
And kept glance at you secretly...
Finally you came with the photos ^.^
And talked with us ^.^
Then you sat about 10 o'clock direction, I barely can see you, someone blocked my sight >.<
I heard your cough, worry-ing >.<

Hehe, you knew I want to see you and talk to you, Muackkk~~~

I miss you ^.^

Friendzoned

You are putting me in friendzone right??
You want to shade my feeling toward you >.<
Ok, I accept...

**shy**

Heart beat too fast too fast!!! Can not be so fast!!!
You said I'm cute??
Your definition of cute is Lovable???!!!
My hand cold and clammy >.<
Although my heart beat raised!!
My face hot >.<
Huh...
Take it slow slow slow...
I still not brave to tell you I miss you T.T

Sorry..
>.<

Don care

You do not care I unfriend you right T.T
I want to ask you so much, do you even do not notice I unfriend you??
>.<
I'm sad..

Today chatted with Ken, he said 46kg considered ok, but the problem is I'm just 153cm T.T
And he said he do not like sweet..
So man!!
But actually I like anything of you, I like your face when you ate chocolate cake ^.^
Cute cute cute!!!

人最怕就是动了心

      理智的人总以为可以控制住感情，可人一旦动了 情，理智和清醒虽然让你不想不看也不听，但你依然会陷入爱里。

如果你动了心，你不会把任何人放在眼里，只把TA放在心里， 从此你会觉得人生的 一点一滴都因为有TA而变得有意义，你会奢望走进TA的世界和TA在一起。

 心动有了一点，你会去关註与TA有关的所有信息：TA的笑容，TA的模样，TA的一举一动，TA的一言一语，TA的喜好，TA的生活，TA所在的城市……

心动多了一点，你会期待TA的出现，等待TA的问候，盼望TA的关怀，有了这些你的自 信多了一点，你的快乐多了一点，你心动的弦能演奏乐曲。

心动再多一点，你会牵掛TA，思念TA；你会担心 TA，想念TA；TA出现了你会很兴奋；TA不在你会很失落；你不在怕会错过TA。

心动又多一点，你已情不自禁，白天黑夜满脑子想得全是TA，会因为TA简单的问候而激动，会因为TA的只言片语而甜蜜，会因为TA的关心而幸福。

 心动还多一点，你已不能自己，喜怒哀乐全因TA而起，TA在时眼里全是TA，不在时全是TA的影子。

对TA动了心，你想天天有TA的信息，却总是小心翼翼，害怕TA觉察你有多想TA。你总想多了解了解TA，可TA不说你不会主动问TA，一直等待TA自己向你诉说。

对TA动了心，你会恋上TA喜欢听的歌，优美动听的旋律相伴，你会幻想著和TA浪漫甜蜜的相聚。

对TA动了心，你会关註TA生活的城市天气变化，担心TA的衣食住行，担心TA不会照顾自己。

对TA动了心，你总想试探TA是否也动以真心，即使你很想TA很想TA也不会说“我想你了！”，等待TA先说TA想你了，幸福的笑容情不自禁溢於言表。

对TA动了心，你会因为TA的无言,胡思乱想，会因为一天没有TA消息而多愁善感，会因为TA的失约而伤感失落，会因为 TA的离别而伤心难过。

对TA动了心，在别人眼里你成了一个愚蠢的人，都说你做著糊涂事，可你认为一切都是值得的，你会义无反顾。

对TA动了心，TA说什么你都会信任TA，你会不顾一 切的去帮助TA。

对TA动了心，你常常问自己：“TA会想我吗？”。

对TA动了心，你总希望随时随地都可以联系到TA，只要TA在，即使TA什么都不说什么也不做，你的心也会踏实。

>.<
明明，我全中了！！

人最怕就是动了心，害怕心动的美好是一厢情愿，害怕你把TA放在心上，TA把你放在边上。害怕只是过眼烟云、曇花一现。害怕没人有耐心,和你精神恋爱，害怕没人细水长流。害怕得到了不珍惜。 可即使害怕，你依然还会动心。

一个女人的爱情观

    爱一个人就不免希望自已更美丽，希望自己被记得，希望自己的容颜体貌在极盛时于对方如霞光过目，永不相忘，即使在繁花谢树的冬残，也有一个人沉如历史典册 的瞳仁可以见证你的华采。

    爱一个人就是在他的头衔、地位、学历、经历、善行、劣迹之外，看出真正的他不过是个孩子—好孩子或坏孩子——所以疼了他。
    也因此，爱一个人就是喜欢听他儿时的故事，喜欢听他有几次大难不死，听他如何淘气惹厌，怎样善于玩弹珠或打“水漂漂”，爱一个人就是忍不住替他记住了许多往事

    爱一个人就是在众人暗骂：“讨厌！谁在咳嗽！”你却急道：“唉，唉，他这人就是记性坏啊，我该买一瓶川贝批杷膏放在他的背包里的！”
   
    爱一个人就是上一刻钟想把美丽的恋情像冬季的松鼠秘藏坚果一般，将之一一放在最隐秘最安妥的树洞里，下一刻钟却又想告诉全世界这骄傲自豪的消息

    爱一个人常是一串奇怪的矛盾，你会依他如父，却又怜他如子；尊他如兄，又复宠他如弟；想师从于他，跟他学，却又想教导他把他俘虏成自己的徒弟；亲他如友， 又复气他如仇；希望成为他的女皇，他唯一的女主人，却又甘心做他的小丫鬟小女奴。

    爱一个人就是喜欢和他拥有现在，却又追忆着和他在一起的过去。喜欢听他说，那一年他怎样偷偷喜欢你，远远地凝望着你。爱一个人便是小别时带走他的吻痕，如同一幅画，带着 鉴赏者的朱印。

Co-incidence

2 days already, you sms me just on time when I think of you.
Yesterday and today I wanted to see whether you attend class or not..
I was late and just sat aside of the hall, wondered whether you were in another side??
But I always get disappointment..
And you always sms when the lecture ngam ngam ended >.<
You got the instinct to predict the time of lectures end??

6 days did not see you...

Moon Moon

>.<
You called me Moon Moon, I knew you wanted to call me like that since Lyn and Amu called me like that the other day right??

^.^
Ming Ming~~ I Love You~~

Fb

CKM, fast fast add me in fb!!

You add me and I'll immediately inbox you that I miss you!!!

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Merajuk

I put Lyn's cute photo, and initiately you said too emo.. After you looked at her face a few time, you admitted you feel she is cute too.. ^.^v

But, please do not fall in love with her T.T
Cannot!! No!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cause baby you are mine mine >.<

Add

Why you still not add me T.T
I miss you...

Can you come closer to me??
Can you like me more??
T.T

5 days did not see you already >.<

Weight Gain!!!!

Just 1 week did not exercise and 3 days of shopping and eating, I gained back to 46kg!!!!
T.T

You la, you sure like hot girl mia, do not like fat fat girl like me, now whatever I eat also need consider first liao T.T

You never say me pretty, never say me beautiful, and you said me cute, meaning "ugly and not adorable" T.T

You also said Lyn fat, mean I fatter fatter fatter than her T.T

How come I gained weight so easy one???!!!!

By the way, I'm happy that you think of me first once you came back campus, hohoho~~

Slowly slowly I'll immerse into your life, Muahahahaha!!!

Ming

I miss you, our common initiate of names..
M&M, Ming and Mun, kakakaka~~

Friends' gathering

I saw the albums of the Winter Solstice tangyuan making and Christmas eve steamboat dinner..
Did not see you??
But I saw KJ, I thought you also will go with him??
Oh ya, you went back...
Saw their chocolate filling tanyuan =.=
Look not so nice, I think taste weird also la >.<
Somemore they put choco with nuts??!!!
Not weird meh??
And not easy to balut also leh...
The most weird id the Twister juice tangyuan >.<
Arrrggghhhh, can not accept!!
If nice to eat is ok la...


You do not want to eat me doing one T.T

Self Photography

>.<

Whenever I look at the camera, I think of you, I imagine that you look at me too, and I smile to you, wink to you, hehehe~~

Har!!!

Please~~

Please please~~

Huuhhhhh???

When feel angry with you!!

Kekekekeke~~

Muahahahaha!!

T.T

^_^

Feel sweet when think of you~

Pretend shu boon..

^3^

Wallpaper

I saw Jo put the photo of Borneo Night with dental gang, Lyn and me with you squatting down as her Iphone wallpaper..
Hmmm, I think same reason with me put the fb cover photo...
She also want to see your face always.. T.T

Recently think that if I being bullied, will you help me???
That day saw you made a serious face to Amu when she said me short >.<
You asked her why she talked like that to me.. >.<
You were playing around or really serious??

And that time actually you misundestood her la, she just said the sofa is short >.<

But I appreciate you, I love you~~

Christmas Photography

Hehehe, I took a lot of photos~~
So red right??

Sawadeeka~~

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To pretend long legs >.<

weird pose =.=

failed to look long legs >.<

hmmm, think quite sexy??

appear long not??

3068

Today is 2980 days before your 30th birthday~
Today is 3068 days before my wedding date, muahaha~~

That are 89 days between your birthday and my wedding date >.<

Try it on!!

Try a lot of clothes during this trip, try to find out which style of clothes suit me and can attract you~~~ **shy**

23.12.2012

I like formal wear because of you~

This posture made me looks thin, muahaha!!

Sweet not suit me right??

Hehe, I still like kid's wear =.=

sexy pose??

Formal jump suit~

Another jump suit~

Cute dress but uneasy to wear on la..

Too deep V.. =.=

Hmmm, need to keep slim..

Another sweet dress >.<

This jump suit too long, or me too short?? T.T

Cindy like this dress and I always cant choose the right color

This color looks nicer right??

24.12.2011

This looks old T.T

This dress is nice with right size~

Another kid's wear, I do not think you'll like it..

I like this feeling, cute and casual~

Formal again >.<

Act cool in front big big mirror!!

Sexy mature dress~

I bought this, cheap and cute~

Not suit this type of dress..

Have to keep slim if want to wear this

This is cute too!! But too long for me..

I bought the top, actually like the skirt also, but I'm broke now T.T

This totally not in size, the color, hmmm, not suit blue??

25.12.2011

Sexy dress but not look nice..

This dress looks old to me >.<

Jump suit that showed my big tummy >.<

I like this the most, fat but sexy, muahaha!!!

The formal shirt suit me but the skirt T.T

I suit V-shaped colar but I do not think this green suit me >.<

It's red and Cats inside!!

I like this green and "Wild Child"!!

I like this singlet but I'm broke T.T

I bought this quote and it's what I want to say it out loud to you!!