Photo Session

You are the only one who agreed and supported me~~
They asked me why did not tell them that we need to pay for the photo, and I said: "Because of this that's why I do not want to tell you.."

And you laughed >.<

When I said I want to take photo >.<, can I think that you like me and you will support what I want to do?? T.T

Or you just think that you just want a memorable photo, that's why you agree to take photo??

Our debate was delayed, and you worried about the photo session. ^_^
When the debate ended, we went out of the lecture hall.
We were waiting for everyone, you were talking to them..

And you talked about "Money is the most important thing in life"
*Lyn told me later she do not like this, she think you are too realistic*
You said if you enter private sector later in your life, if there is any poor people seek for your help, you will give free treatment, and you'll still earn more than in public sector..
I'll remember what you said, and always remind your ambition >.<

You really a good kind guy, hehehe~~

We reached DU and we were chit chatting..
I wore IKI tie and YL said me as Lalamui T.T
We played with the hats and all that..
I wore the crown hat, you watched and you are not that type of people play together with me..
I took photo with YL with the crown's hat, you jealous?
I realised that if I praised anyone or I played with anyone, you were not looking and seeing other sides..
After that Amu laughed at your hair or what, I have no comment..
Then all of you came and laughed at my name T.T
"I like my name and I do not care if you do not like it!!"

Then you started to dance, your moonwalk, your shuffling, your flash mob, then Rain's dance..
And you did the Rain's "Heart beat" OMG!!!
I feel really shy and happy >.<
Can you please do not do that in front crowd??
I can not show my fancy without feeling embarrassing >.<
So I said "Do not spoil my idol's image!!'
And Lyn asked me not to show you my huge response..
Ok, then I changed my reaction to "Not to look at you when you do that"
And you still always do that to me >.<
YL imitated you and wanted to show me too >.<
So bad la all of you!!
You know I'll feel shy when I see that and you still doing!!!!
You somemore put your hand into your shirt >.<
OMG, you are really charming >.<

And YY and me sang "ONE LOVE"
"One love ..... One love .... One love .... One love is all we need"

You gave a weird look, and then you continued to sing the beginning of that song~~ ^-^

with dance~~~

People said you were hyper, and I mentioned about your shirt color, it's blue and you said it's your dancing shirt >.<
And me also be influenced to move a lot while waiting..

You drank "low fat milk", but I like full cream milk~~
When I saw YL and YY walked together, trying to convince that they are a match, Amu denied it.. T.T

Our turn came, and I wanted to stand behind, and you came beside me, and tipped your toes, tried to make you taller, to emphasize my "mini" and short >.<
You said: "You look so mini la~"
Is it your asked me no need to hold my appetite and eat what I want?? @@
The photographer asked all girls to sit in front. I sit at the most outside, you and Imran laughed at my height >.<
Then when the photographer asked me to move 1 seat inward, you both have any doubt?? =.=
Tried to isolate me right?? =.=

Can so see that YL do not want to take the photo..
And your smile so cute!!
Lastly you were rushing for preparation of Borneo Night.
And we did not take candid photo..

So, we went back, we went jogging, we talked about you.
Lyn said she do not like you >.<
She said the type she like is so different with you..

I analyzed to her that:
She still not realize that she likes you.
But she did want to feel the "same type" with you.
I mean, she want your thought to be same with her..
OK, I'm not good to explain in English..
She does not like if you have any different points of view with you.
She hopes that you and her, have to same way of thinking, same direction..

This will happen because it's a human instinct to have a peaceful life afterward, who will live with you in the future >.<

And 1 thing that I did not tell her:
She actually jealous with me because you always come near me and play with me..
She angry with you cause you did not approach her..

So, mean you win another girl's heart..

Are you using me to make her jealous?? It's sad...

She said it is a disaster, a war if she and Jo compete for you, either one will get heart break... 
She said stop talking about you, then we discussed our childhood ambition..
My dreamhouse, my future family..

Me and she both pretend that we have no interest with you.
And I told her that you, me and SL are same type of people..
We shared some personalities, characteristics...
Lyn always said that it'll be not so funny in any occasion without me..
Is it you feel the same? And just treat me as a joker??

We went to choir practice and my friend told me I look thinner..
Because of you ^_^, my inspiration, motivation~~

Then I went to your full dress rehearsal, I missed your performance...
And I saw you came back to the hall..
I not brave to approach you, when you appeared same occasion with SY..
I did not see you looked to our direction..
Were you hoping me to come close you??
Why you are so passive?? T.T
Someone should take initiative, and that's not just me.. T.T

Lyn said you looked funny in the dance, and should tease you with your look in that dance..
*Actually she went to see the preparation more than 5 times, I do think she want to see you there, and she just do not want to admit it...*
By the way, you coughed heavily, and I can not show my care T.T
Too obvious..
And I not dare to comfort your back when you cough beside me(debate), in front me(meteor watching)..
Can I just hug you??
Can you wide open your arms to me?? And I will run to you..

Sometimes, I wonder if are you in love with SY but because I'm the one who can make you laugh, so you confused with your decision??
You used me as the replacement of her??
I feel down everytime I think about this...