Idiot

I'm happy for hearing you news just now~~
Nearly 1am, Lyn called me and she told me her problems, lastly I honestly told her her problems and she did not really understand.. So, you as a teaching material and also my subject of analysis was used to make her clear with her problems..
Thus, I realized that you can understand me well although you have not much chance to interact with me??
You said me sensitive yet ignorant, now I think it's quite true..
And me also be her teaching material, that let her know the differences between Chinese cultures and Western cultures..

Then we talked about you..
I do think she clarified with me that she do not have interest on you??
She cares more of friendship with girls..
She noticed that I seen interested with you much >.<
She shared what you told her with me, that what you initiated your conservation with her when you all bought lunch.. (that me misunderstood this afternoon)
About me texting you to watch eclipse together and you unable to attend because you already went back. And you asked about the process..
Errmm, hehe!!
Maybe you just think it's just a normal friend invitation but do not know why, I feel happy with this~~

Then about Jo's shirt color.. You were talking that luckily you did not wear the same color with Jo, IN FRONT OF HER!! She was standing there and heard what you said??
I'm bad..
I'm happy as a girl who like you, but I should feel sad for her.. And I did not T.T

Then she also told me that the day you angry with me, my mistake that did not approach you to say sorry?? Since we are the one who usually approach you first. Mean I should find a chance to talk with you?? She said me ignored you, where got like this de T.T
How if you still mad on me and do not want to talk to me??
I will blank and do not know what to do!!!
And also you were happily talking to YY that time, how I approach you and how I say sorry in front of so many people?? T.T
One more thing, do you feel that there will be any chance that we can stay together, just we both?? T.T
Ya, you succees created that but just 2 minutes.. YL destroyed it..

You all discussed about you are "love" gangster??
Romantic?? Errr... Is it?? Cant believe that..
And you told her that you are sensitive before you entered the X-Ray room?? Please take care of your feeling?? *you with shy expression*

Oh, ya, you want her to care of you right?? T.T
You explained to her why you absent, you clarified that you do not like to wear same color shirt with Jo..
T.T
But I still feel that you are cute.. that you tried to get rid of her jealousy toward Jo right??

Competitor Jo out, and there are a lot more.. Such as Lyn, who you like her T.T

When that day of you said was Amu's turn to receive all my questions,Lyn said your tone was just kidding and NOT meant to embarrass me..
When she asked you where I asked you this kind of relationship questions, and I clarified I did not ask this kind of questions, then you wanted to cover the secret cause you do not know that I kept secret to her..

Lyn said that I'm immature cause i unfriend you, I deleted your contact number.
And have a complicated relation with you, that is talk with you but unfriend you, but still can texting you..
Errmmm, I cant admit to her now.. Although my smile can not hide from her, I think she know something..
I told her that cause you are the only close guy friend in our lecture hall, I'm approaching you like what I did to them to friend with them previous year..

I unfriend you because I sure will chat with you no matter how just if your name appears on the list, even you offline..
I deleted your number cause it's really hurt me that you do not save my number..
I got your number since the first day you be the leader..

I changed my info and my privacy setting last night..
You noticed that?? That's why you put your wall and photo visible to anyone??
Cause I listed one of my activities as stalking??

I saw your a few photo with juniors..
Your comments are polite, you did peace once..
Not like when you commented about our photo, you used bad emotions and words..

You looked comfortable with them, you bent down your knees to get closer with them..
The junior girls..

Initially I thought you did all that for me, to prove to me..
But then now I realized you just want to explain to Lyn...
I thought you are an idiot who care about my immature actions..
I wrong again??

I miss you...