Defense mechanism

Read about defense mechanism and all can be related to the tension between me and him.
I dreamt of him by the way.
This morning, I thought he was coming back to school, I think I was just too miss him, hahaha!!!
The urge to see him in the campus.
It is just 26 days, 18 days more, and I might can see him in PBL.

Identification- I learned to go jogging, and exercise and diet, because he cares of his physical appearance so much.
Idealization- I think he is the most physically prefect guy in this world, lol~ *Even though some of his face features and his body proportion not so nice~*
Rationalization- I cheated myself and others, that I like him only like an idol, nothing else.
Denial- Even he does not like me, but I just pretend that I do not know.
Undoing- After I told him the story, and asked him to forget about it, acting nothing happened before.
Dissociation- He pretend that I never be friend with him and acted like a stranger with me.
Regression- I acted like I am innocent and I did not tell him anything that makes him feel weird.
Repression- I hided my sadness but when I saw couples and quotes in facebook, I think of him.
Projection- I think that he is the one who treated me bad.
Displacement- I showed my anger to Lyn and she once was the victim.
Isolation- He avoided me for half year because he can not face me.
Introjection- I learnt how he walked, how he responded if he was in a situation, how he talked, his quotes. 
Suppression- He forgot what had happened 1 year ago and pretends that he does not care.
Reaction formation- To prevent I fall for him and again get sad, I encouraged my friend to get him
Conversion- When I heard interaction between them, I went to the toilet, pretending urge, so that I will not hear it.
Sublimation- He hopes that I can change to be a hardworking and responsible medical students.
Humor- And now when I tell about my relation with him, only with jokes and craziness, to prevent embarrassment.
Compensation- I chatted with another guy, cooked for another guy, flirted with another guy, to reduce the intensity of missing him.