Mock Mock Presentation

31 March 2013

I spent 3 hours writing the essay and slept only 4 hours last night.
But I insisted to attend to class and presentation.
I want to see him, I want to hear his voice...
He was late while I went for ATM.
Lyn thought that I went for breakfast with Thban and others.
He wore purple today.
He looked at me when I walked to my friends.
I do not like much the way he put his collars, maybe his shoulder problems?
I prefer gentleman style like Ken, while he likes to act like a bad playboy although he will never be one.

I took my photos out for signatures.
He sat at the end of the table while I sat in the middle.
He noticed my actions and he was looking at me.
I shifted my sight when we nearly stared on each other.
I talked with YY and Lyn, about my essay competition and other stuffs.
He found a chance to come near to us, when the people in between us went away.

He was curious of what I wanted to do and what was going on.
I told to him that, we signed for him for 2 years for his attendance, now is the time he should sign for me.
He took the photos after YY signed her name.

He said he never see the photos before, Lyn replied that she gave everyone on that day.
I teased him that he must be threw the photos into rubbish bin already.
Later I just let him do whatever he wanted on the photos.

Actually I hope that he will be the last to write and maybe he will write something meaningful.
While the person who has this thought is Lyn.
Hahahaaa~
Ok, so I just thought that he will just simply sign his usual signature, and when I took back my photos, I saw two huge and big AUTOGRAPHs on each of the photo!! =.=
Lyn said she had warned me to let people signed on just one of the photos, and now his autograph occupied most of the space of both photos...
I told him, "You think you are an artist arr??"
He was talking to others while we continued teasing him.
Later he replied: "Not I think, I know." with confident >.<

...... What the!!!
And he tried to play cool with us =.=
What does he know?

He does know how I get those hurts from him and how silly am I who keep put in hope and keep disappointing?

No way, he does not know.

He presented and I listened and looked sepuas-puas I can.

Later Thban, Suhaimi, Fiona and Alfred signed on the photos too.
And he was with us, we kept teased the one who occupied most of the space and he was satisfied with the after effects of his action... =.=
And I teased him again that he threw the photos away already.
Lyn told me he purposely signed huge autographs to annoy me. I replied I am not annoyed at all.
Lol, he failed.

Well, instead I like what he did very much, hahahaaa~~
I appreciate what he did for me, to let me feel so in love and I really love this feeling like we are having underground relationship.

Hohohohooo~~

I kept smiling and I hardly pretend to be angry with him.
Even when I tried to tease him, I think my angle of mouth betrayed me.

I got his autograph!!!

That maybe will be the only in this world, if there is no another one asking him to sign.

Maybe he will sign for others, but I am still the first fan.
Hahahaaa~~

I did this kind of things like we are not going to meet after this, speechless. =.=

He wandered around me and finally he stood in front me, with his hands leaned the table, and looked at me.
(The posture looked like flirtation between boy and girl)

I diverted the attention, I looked at his hair, and my hands had acted to touch it. I nearly success but suddenly I stopped and asked for permission, I remembered what happened before and I am scared.

Then he said "No". T.T
Amu got a chance to touch his hair while I was asking permission.

He reacted fast and avoided further torture from Amu, he was very sensitive with his hair.

Hahahaaa~~
Then he moved his head to shift his hair to aside.

We laughed with his action.
I asked him whether he watched "Ah boys to men", there is a guy who feels hesitate to shave his long golden hair and he likes to shake his head.
Then he started to shake his hair and acted like playboy, bad boy and whoever he thinks he is.
Hahahaa~
I purposely asked him, "You want to look like FSP?"
Then I was about to leave, he leaved too, but he came back and waited for lunch.
If he waited for me to ask him, then maybe I will not ask him for my whole life.
I lost my courage to ask him to lunch anymore, although I did it frequently before this.

I will not ask him for lunch, I will not ask him for a fetch, I will not ask him for anything.
Lyn asked him for lunch, he said Harmony then. She wanted him to fetch us out. But she was not brave to ask, I ok with Harmony but Thban was there to say just let them have their private space.

He stood with us and said he wanted to have lunch fast and go back to continue his sleep.
He looked at me and asked where we want to have lunch. I replied without looking at him and said let Amu decides.
And he turned away and said he wanted to go back and sleep.

There we lost a chance to have lunch together.
And he actually that kind of guy who asks Lyn for lunch, then why should I ask him for lunch?

Later Thban teased Lyn a lot and I actually have to smile and laugh while hearing all those heart prickling topics…
And continuing like his photos with Lyn...