Unknown Sad Feeling

Lyn always have unknown sad feeling...
I do think because of him..
She sent him message this morning I think.
Because after PBL she told KM : "Who do you think it will be??"
He did not save her number yet that time.
Sometime I do think KM have different faces...
That day he said to me and ML, why want to keep her number, hahaha!!!
His face to thin, not brave to admit he actually shy to take her number from us~~~

And I think she feel sad, down after my interaction with him during clinical teaching?

She heard that too??

Maybe she hides her own feeling from everyone, included herself??

Weird

This morning, he late to class, and I wanted to message him but no courage to do that >.<

The text was completed, and deleted.

And I started to recall back the situation last time when he came late to class.
He will show an apologize face and climb very fast to any seat.
2minutes passed 9am, he came in with that situation, really, exactly as what I imagined!! Hahahaha!!!
But now he will climb to one row above the dental gang...

And took peeks on him, again >.<

After PBL, I took YY kek lapis and he teased me T.T
I like to eat ma...

He showed me the blowed balloon face T.T
And showed it behind me, to Amu and Lyn...
Today he did not walk with me much..
During lunch, he told us what he experienced in Singapore.
He sang a wash hand song with dance, he told us the NUS facilities.
Amu said if study there was great but then will not meet me and Lyn, and there is just one Siew Mun in this world >.<
Sooooooooo sweet!!!!

He looked at me and do not understand his expression...
Then both of them said USM is good enough already~~

And then he asked about our weight..
I pretended not hear that... Looked away...
He said, y am I looking to others...
He called Coraline, and said that I want to talk to her,
me replied, is him want to talk to her,
he said, she said you are cute,
I said, he said you are pretty,
he said, *forget edi*
I said, he got a crush on you..

I think the conversation ended after this and Coraline said thank you for our compliments.

During Clinical teaching, he showed me his cat and his prize, the Cardiologist stethoscope from dancing in Singapore Conference.

I smelled his cologne on his wrist *because he put his camera in front my head and wrist on my nose for 3 seconds I think*
Ya, better with light scent, hohohoho~~

He showed the video of his mum playing with his cat, Winter.
I think he like Winter more than Mimi >.<
After that asked him to dance the wash hand song, Soooooo Cuteeeeeee!!!
And I do not know whether I overthink or misunderstanding??

Was he singing about "the girl I like" and he pointed his both arms toward me???

I do not know, I not sure...

And when I asked YL to show the dance, his face not looked comfortable??

I did follow him to dance too, Lyn said me will be more cute if it is me dancing~~~

And Lyn said "Kuan Ming's one nicer"

He did not hear it, so I repeated "Kuan Ming's one" Lyn: "Nicer."

He showed a surprised face, hahahaha!!!

He took a few glances before he went back, I should ask himwait for us, cause we are in the same path..

And I tagged him in a facebook photo, since I noticed he want me to tag him so much *he asked me to tag him during CNY*
He chat with me now, with a fast speed, and talk a lot..

Weird...

Open Heart

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you.
It makes me forget the distance and capture you. .

Maybe he is holding this?? Now my turn to hold this...

 I will try this next week. 8 seconds...

 Hmmmm, but I think I changed become him already??

So I wait for him to do something... He is not doing anything, then nothing will happen >.<

My new year wish: I wish I can always make you SMILE.




Maybe the fear make you refuse to move?

He is with me, I got the feeling...

Ya, I start to doubt that he likes me too >.<

He likes to see the cute me, and he encouraged me to diet >.<

Balloon

He laughed me fat like blowing balloon >.<
He said me I'm interested with girls >.<
T.T

Fattening

Yesterday chatted with Ming Ming, about sunshine boy body and body builder body.
And wished him a safe journey, first time he said "see you tomorrow" >.<
This morning, he always did not see me when I first entered the lecture hall, while I always search for him either I go earlier or I am late. Unfair.
So I searched for my friends for seat, and co-incidently, we were same row with the dental gang and he was above them and us.
I walked toward him, and he and KJ looked surprise with my new look.
Errmm, I already purposely not looking at him, but still said "Good Morning" with a quite abnormal way, which can notice only by me >.<
They laughed at my usual pronunciation of the "Good Morning". =.=
I like that very much, if you can not imitate, or can not accept, your 代志.
And he was so charming when he serious in academic >.<
He answered the question, and hmmm...
I think most of the girls will fall for him >.<
Then he was the chairperson today.
He looked at me frequently?
But I did not.
So sometime our sights met, but mostly I avoided that.
Yet, cause I took peeks on him, I can see his hair style was charming today >.<
Hehehe~~ The Jay Chou look, with the side hair closed the edge of forehead and other hair on mid forehead all standing, showing fair forehead *although not smooth*

I kept looking at him during PBL and clinical teaching...
And today I was calmed in both PBL and clinical teaching, although still talked something stupid, but I tried to talk >.<
I noticed he looked at me when leaving the tutor room.
Gave me signal >.<
And he walked away first cause we were too slow >.<
And then again I called his name when I saw him 10 meters away.
I think he heard my shout, and he waited for us, asked me where to eat.
He: "Where to eat? Harmony? Not need ask also harmony right? Harmony..."
=.=
Why he was talking to himself??
And he purposely looked from my head till my shoes and said : "Siew Mun you become fat edi har?"
(#‵′)靠 我靠( ‵o′)凸
Really that obvious meh?????? T.T
Hit him to the max!!!
He contracted his arm's muscles to let me hit >.< The one who felt pain is me >.<
I showed depressed face and mumbling with my weight >.<
He kept said sorry after that, Hahahaha!!!
I win ^.^
And I ignored him ^.^
Said that I want to sun bath myself like grilled bak gua >.<
Dehydrated and become lighter and darker >.<
And I said: "Give you a chance to correct" "your sentence"
He still insisted to say me fat!!!
Then asked me "加油"
"还不够油啊" Geram die me!!!!

Then I said I have no appetite already T.T
I no need to lunch already T.T

When Lyn gave the path, he and me walked together ^.^
Now I'm with a comfortable feeling toward him.
Not obsess..
And I have more confident when I do not like him too much...
I touched his body tried to tickle him but I think failed >.<

*But am I think too much cause I saw his smile after I passed by him followed the tickling??*

And he chose to sit beside me, @.@
So I also not kek ki with him, sat beside him although it was quite narrow >.<
Lyn asked me why not sit somewhere wide, and later when he went away and I told Lyn that is why I wanted to sit with girls.
*I will be alone if I sat wider seat and I think Lyn meant why I insisted to sit beside him??*

I told him with the Burger Competition, and he said so small the burger, and he can eat 2 Big Mac >.<
Giant appetite >.<


He ate very fast and went away.
I think because he is stressed with exam already.

He is using his cologne. Not strong, and I like not strong smell, haha!!

We went to library, playing the psychological test with Lyn and Amu, quite funny, hahaha~~
Then we went to clinical teaching, he followed behind me that I did not noticed at first and later felt someone staring me from behind just like want to pierce though my body??
Then I confirmed by looking backward, but I still not dare to look on his face...

He passed through me, and walked into the meeting room, and I scared to sit beside doctor >.<
But I was late, no choice >.<

And took peeks on him somemore but avoided if he looked at me back >.<
And he is really charming >.<
With tie...

After everything, we walked out and asked Lyn to accompany me to hand up my case report...
He followed us and took a look to my case report.
I told him I spent a few hours "copy and paste", he said "Waaaa, smart girl" >.<
Sounds like talking to cat or dog??

And I hit him again for the fatsssssss!!!!
T.T

P/S: Today got a lot of chances to walk together with him ^.^
After PBL, go down the stairs, before clinical teaching, and after clinical teaching ^.^

Distance

It's true that I need keep warmth of a relationship.
Less feeling toward Ming Ming, more feeling toward Mint Chocolate Ice-cream...

Or want go Tutti Frutti for Melon flavor yogurt ice??

Laziness

My case report not yet done >.<
So tomorrow reach hostel.
1. Wash cloth and the cover!
2. Clean all the dust!!
3. Write and print the report!!!
4.  Start studying!!!!

Chat

Lol, you chat me for the first time >.<
After so many months, and after I commented on your photo.
Hmmm, friendzoned??

On & Off

You on and off your facebook.
Will not find you to chat anymore.

Online...

Now you have an Iphone.
Online everytime when you want to.
And I can not predict when you on your Iphone or your laptop.
I can not chat you anymore.
Cause you may not available for me like previously.

And the most importantly, you online not because of me, you never chat me.
I do not want to be hurt again...

Close Relationship

I almost forget.
What I want for my next relationship is a guy who will appreciate me and cherish me.
I want some special cards during anniversary, birthdays, Valentine's day.
I want a simple rose without packing, or just a plant or herbs that can put on my desk.
I want wear couple shirt with him and go out of public and take photo.
I want when I say I miss him, and he appears.

Just 14 days, the crush disappeared.

Beer

Just now drank half bottle of Carlsberg.
Felt not bitter, hahaha~
A little plain water mia feeling..
Maybe that day drank the less bitter beer which is very expensive, adapted??
Maybe these few days tasted more concentrated coffee liquor, that is very sweet >.<
So today felt nothing??

Dad said later I get sleepy after drank this half bottle >.<
But already 5 minutes, not smell alcohol from my body...
And did not feel face redness yet...

Hmmm....
My threshold quite high??

情感归属

不管我怎样努力，她还是觉得我是或有或无的存在吧?

为了她，开始启用部落格，到现在，还是要为她烦恼吗?

不，她是伤我最深的朋友。

她说她很后悔从前没有跟我走得很近。

她说她要珍惜朋友。

无论她现在再做什么，我，都不想要再为她伤神。

其他的女朋友，又是距离的关系吧？

我已不奢望，她们会对我有友情的归属。

结束

邀他喝茶，他没回我。
分手后，朋友也没得做吧？
分手后，一封信息也不想给。
是否人家说，分手后没必要再联络？

女人总是自私又贪心，不想要有感情的牵绊，却又舍不得他对自己的关心。
已经长大了，明明知道那样是不好的行为，就不要继续纠缠。

没什么好遗憾的，他是我这辈子，遇到的，对我最好的男人了。

Curvy

CRUSH ≠ LOVE

英文里有个词，叫crush。如果查字典，它会告诉你，这是“压碎、碾碎、压垮”的意思。后来才知道它作为名词，还有一层意思：就是“短暂地、热烈地但又是羞涩地爱恋”。比如，“I had a crush on him”，就是“我曾经短暂地、热烈地、但又羞涩地喜欢过他”。

Crush的意思，这么长，这么微妙，我一直没有找到一个合适的中文词来翻译。“心动”似乎是一个很接近的译法，但是“心动”与“crush”相比，在感情烈度上更微弱、在时间上更持久， 而且有点朝恋爱、婚姻那个方面够的雄心。Crush则不同，它昙花一现，但是让你神魂颠倒。

我觉得Crush是一个特别实用的词 汇。它之所以特别实用，是因为我意识到，其实人生体验中的大多数“爱情”，是以“crush”的形式存在的。如果让我掰着指头数，到底真正“爱”过多少个 人，那恐怕也就是一……二……绝对不超过三个。但是如果让我想想，自己曾经对多少人有过crush，那就多得，哎呀，反正我都不好意思数了。

爱情是一场肺结核，crush则是一 场感冒。肺结核让人元气大伤，死里逃生，感冒则只是让你咳点嗽、打点喷嚏，但是它时不时就发作一次。

Crush一般来势迅猛。初来乍到的 时候，会让你误以为那就是爱情。它的爆发，一般是受了某个因素的突然蛊惑，导致你开始鬼迷心窍。比如，你就是喜欢某个人长得好看，帅得让你流口水。比如某 个人说话的方式让你特别舒服。比如你在网上看了某个人的一篇文章，你觉得，写得真好啊，我必须认识他，我们之间必须发生点什么。有的时候，crush的原 因小到莫名其妙。可能仅仅因为一个男人的手长得特别好看，而那天他用那双手给你夹菜来着，你就会喜欢他三天。还可能因为一个男人笑起来的神态特别孩子气， 你整整一个星期都无法忘记那个表情。

但是开始 时，你不知道那只是三天、一个星期的crush，你捧着自己“怦怦”跳动的心，想，他真好，真是无与伦比，真是我找了一辈子的人啊。

然后你开始幻想。有那么一段时间，少 则几天，多则几个星期，你活得腾云驾雾。你幻想他来看你。你幻想你们走在大街上，过马路的时候，他拉住你的手，然后不肯放开。你幻想你们呆在房间里，换了 三百八十种拥抱的姿势，却还是没有把要跟对方讲的话说完。

等你把该幻想的幻想完毕之后，这个crush的也就燃油耗尽了。

Crush和爱的区别就在于，那份幻 想还来不及变成行动，它就已经烟消云散。它之所以没有转化成行动，也许是因为你很羞涩，不好意思表达，然后一不小心就错过了这个人。也许是因为你们没有 “发展”的机会，时间或者空间的距离，让那份“心动”慢慢因为缺氧而窒息。也许是因为等到对方走得更近，你看清他的全部，他身上那个“亮点”慢慢被他的其 他缺点稀释，以至于那份感情还来不及升华，就已经腐朽了下去。

爱情它是个小动物，要抚养它长大，需要每天给它好吃好喝，没有点点滴滴行动的“喂养”，crush就那么昙花一现，然后凋零了下 去。

对方可能甚至不知道你曾经“短暂、热 烈而羞涩地爱恋”过他，你自己事后可能都不承认或者不相信自己曾经“短暂、热烈而羞涩地爱恋”过他，但是，的确有过那么一小段时间，因为这个人，你心花怒 放。你七窍生烟六亲不认五迷三倒。你摆脱了地球吸引力而在幻觉里展翅翱翔。

Crush是速朽的。它的残酷和优 美，都在于此。

当crush试图从一个火花变成一 个种子，在现实中生根发芽时，种种“计较”开始出现：哎呀，其实他好像挺尖刻的……“事业”不怎么样……他还挺花心的……长得也不是那么好……然后“责 任”啊、“道德”啊、“家庭”啊，世俗的一切噪音，开始打着“爱情”的名义，潜入crush，把它从一声明亮的口哨腐蚀成一个拖沓的肥皂剧。

糟糕的是，人们总是把crush误以 为是爱情，败坏那份幻想的轻盈。人们迫不及待地要从那瞬间的光亮中，拉扯出一大段沉重的故事，最后被这沉重淹没，深陷泥沼、积重难返。

然而闪电怎么可能被固定住呢？C说， 面对有些可能性，转过身去，是个美丽的错误，但是迎上前去，则是一个愚蠢的错误。

所以当crush来临的时候，放纵 它，但无需试图抓住它，把它的头强行按到爱情的粮草当中去。你可以托着下巴，设计那些明明不可能发生的事情的每一个细节：与自己辩论下一次见到他时该穿的 衣服、该说的话、该问的问题、该有的眼神，与此同时，你深深地知道其实下个月，你就会将他忘记。你迷恋这份幻想，但也停留在这份幻想。你看着手中的那根火 柴，那么短，慢慢地烧到了指尖，然后熄灭。熄灭之后，你心存感激，为无边黑暗里短暂然而鲜艳的那点火焰。

谁说时间不是问题？

一个男人的条件再好，他没有时间陪你，也是多馀的。爱情是不可以望梅止渴的，拿着他的照片、抱着回忆，就能度过每一天吗？

一个男人愿意给一个女人多少时间，就是他有多爱她。你不可能说：「我爱你，但我没有时间陪你。」

你爱我的话，你是可以挤出一点时间的。没法挤出时间，是你已经作出了抉择。

一次，听一个女孩子投诉她的男朋友，她说：「他上一次打电话给我，是三个月前，真是太过分了！」

不是不体谅你，而是，当你不在身边，我会想像许多事情。你是和别的女人一起吗？你根本不爱我吗？我只是你其中一个女人吗？寂寞不是最痛苦的；想像，才是最痛苦的。离开了你，便不用再对你的生活有任何苦涩的联想。这样，我才能够有自己的生活。

既然你没有时间，我释放你吧！释放你，同时也是释放我自己。

爱情不是这样的。爱情是当你一旦爱上一个人， 你上班的时候已经想着下班了。

「我想见你！」是很自然的欲望，因为你太忙，这一句，竟然变成卑微的渴求。

如果没法分配时间给我，请离开吧。

到最后，还是怪我。

突然有一天，她对他说，我们分手吧。

他很莫明其妙的说，为什么，之前不是挺好的嘛，你知道的我很爱你。

她说，我忍 了你很久，心里一直默默给你机会，你却总是无动于衷，

我的心碎成了片，从里到外的凉。­

原因就是她难过时他没有安慰她，

她在意的事他觉得无所谓，

她满怀兴奋等他实践诺言时他却没有做到…

就在这一系列事情发生的时候意外也伴随而来，

所有她需要你而你又无所谓的时候有个人恰好替代了你，

给她她想要的。她那么绝决离开你，背后肯定有一个等她的人。­

结论就是， 谈恋爱不是你觉得你爱她就好，

适时的电 话，短信问候一样重要。

结局之所以那样不可收拾是因为缺乏 联络，缺乏对她现状的了解。

没有一个女 的会厌烦她男朋友的关心，厌烦他的甜言蜜语，厌烦他的惊喜。

若你一味坚持自己看法而不知改变，那么你会成为一个她舍不得放弃又不得不离开的人。

男生也是这样的，女生别以为男生会一 直等。

他们也许会等，不过也会心碎。

就像面包，有个期限，然后开始有小洞，然后慢慢腐烂......到无。

女人的心，一般不会死在大事上，而是那些一次一次的小失望，成了致命伤。

女人的胸怀，有的时候博大的很，只要她足够爱一个人。

女人都心软，禁不起温柔和道歉，只要她对你还有眷恋。

一个女人的爱，有的时候毫无原则可言。

即使你的出轨，她也可能选择去包容，只要你的一句还爱她。

女人的心，一般不会死在大事上。

而是那些一次一次的小失望，成了致命伤。

她会爱着在她哭泣时抱着她的那个人。

她会爱着在她难过时安慰她的那个人。

她会爱着在她成功时赞美她的那个人。

她会爱着在她疲倦时心疼她的那个人。

她爱上你，也许你并不是那个人。

如果她不再爱你了，那是因为她发现你永远不是那个人。

我决定离开你，绝不是一时的冲动。

我在离开之前，一定给过你无数次的机会。

直到我发现，我要的关怀，你给不了。

直到我发现，我流的眼泪，你看不见。

还能怎么说呢，当你我相对无言。

你有没有用心读过我的文字。

你有没有认真听过我的心声。

你有没有试着懂过我的期盼。

你都没有，你从来没有。

你会认错，你会哄我，你会道歉，我不需要这些。

我需要，你在我落泪之前就发现我的情绪。

我需要，你在我心痛之前就安抚我的脆弱。

我需要，你在我放弃之前就坚定我的决心。

我不需要你在伤害我之后，一遍一遍的说对不起。

我不需要，真的不需要。

对你来说，我只是你在寂寞时需要的陪伴。

请别否认，我的喜怒哀乐，全不在你心上。

当我狠下心离开你，你要相信，我也难过。

我们身处两个世界，你不懂我的痛，我的梦。

你不懂我，这让我怎么再怀着希望。

甚至，我连个对不起，都没收过。

Gathering

Today gathering, YH, who is not a childhood friend joined us.
And I being touched a few times by him and other friends.. =.=
Touching when taking photo, touching while playing T.T

Seriously, I do not like that >.<
Cause I want to cherish anything that other will not care if even me do not, which still belong to me, example: dignity, body, and reputation.

I Love Ng Siew Mun~~~

Beach

We went to beach and played~
We took photo, and so so "you are the apple of my eyes", hahahaha!!!

I miss you, everywhere I will think of you >.<

Friends' gathering

We played the wink game with murderer, police and people.
And my friend SN showed some kinds of action made me think of you >.<
I miss you too much >.<
I saw firework and think of meteor...
and you...

Quite fun the game, this is the first time we are so co-operate in playing game >.<
Appreciate it so much~~
Maybe all of us grew up and become more mature??

Hmmm, and I hope the game can last long, maybe the punishment should raise year by year~

Photo Upload

You uploaded your Singapore photo and your family gathering photo ^.^
Started to use facebook already??
Hehehehehe~~

So cute your cat, maybe is the Artemis??
And you asked why I liked all your photo =.=
I like your cat, and the childhood photo nia, ok??
Not ALL!!!

Realistic!!!

All the photo, I just saw she is the only girl you hold!!!

I named this photo as "ckm only hold pretty girl"

Realistic realistic...
OK lo, she is in the package la, go for her!!!

T.T

Cool??

My new style = cool~
Although I want to show my girlish >.<

Although people confused of my gender..
Errr.... Hate you!!

Stalker stlker stalker

Why I feel happy just because read the status you commented =.=
OMG, I'm not so like you only, ok??

Do not Obsess!!!

*You are so kind to console your friend who broke up ^.^*

Fat liao fat liao

Came back from bai ni, and took a nap..
After that on facebook, and saw your last comment 10minutes ago..
I missed your online timing >.<

My relative asked my boyfriend >.<
Embarrassing that I broke already...
Hmmmm, all the promises broke...

Less quarreling, less fighting, less arguing, less waiting....

Scent

I smelled you when I went yamcha with friends yesterday.
Errrmmm, I miss you..

And my friends asked me about relationship with Jambu...
Errmmm, arrrggghhh, they even wanted go to ask him >.<

They so so so bagua!!!!

我可能不会爱你 In time with you 3

看结局了，很羡慕他们，他们的时机对了。。
像朋友，家人又像爱人的关系。
这种关系很好，就是少了“怦然”，少了“激情”，  平平淡淡，结了婚，是很好，没结婚，是很闷。。
所以他们是在三十岁过后才在一起的。。

想一想，我也二十二了。
还有八年九个月，我就三十岁了。
可是还被人认为十六岁长不大，那我怎么找对象 >.<
别人甚至怀疑我的性向 =.=

Card

Saw you online for a while

I'm making a card, but no skill.. T.T

Give up again...

無論你多喜歡對方
愛情裡主動的必須是男人

如果這個男人不主動
我 寧 願 錯 過


主動和你說話、跟你聊天、給你發短信的人
甚至在你說了一句 ' 嗯 ' 之後依舊滔滔不絕的人
你要珍惜

因為沒有誰
會吃飽了撐到跟一個自己不關心的人磨蹭

CKM!! Understand???!!!


I want give up liao.

CNY

Chatted with you, hmmmm...

But then you just a politely replies...

Sad die me >.<

Arrgghhhh, Moon!!

Do not obsess anymore!!!!

Online

You online when I went sleep...
What time your flight actually??
Miss you, but not dare to start conversation..

Arrggghhh!!

Btw, my friend said me look alike the girl with short hair in T-ara.

Flight

Today got 1145, 1350, 2300 mia flight??
Which one you will take??
I miss you~~~

Stalker mUn again~~

Waited you so long, finally saw you online!!
Just now just think to check airasia flight time to see what time your flight and wanna estimated your flight time~~
Hehehehe, I miss you~~

相处

家里人，每天都因为生活上的摩擦在吵架。
小小事情不能容忍。
不论是有血缘的，没血缘的。。
常年处在一起的，依然不了解对方。。
不常处在一起的，也不能互相容忍而吵架。

不能想象，没有血缘，又不常处在一起一起的两个人，可以容忍？可以了解？可以好好沟通吗？不会因为日常生活小琐碎的事，就吵个闹翻天？

品味

这里的品味是说衣服品味。。
发现我的品味真的很差，在泰国时买的都不搭。。。
正在找寻自己的风格，在自我摸索。。
上几个月是可爱甜美型，现在是冷酷有型，哈哈哈哈~！

好像有一句：如果一个女人频频换发型，代表她遇上一个很难搞定的男人。。

最近有想法要用香氛，拿了个样品，结果味道有点成熟，我喜欢甜甜轻轻淡淡的，像法国玫瑰花茶的味道。

不过，我终究喜欢香皂的蜜糖味，而不是浓厚的香水味。

最近有肥了，穿了新衣服应该不好看。。

男女必读的18条情场潜规则

1、不论多么死正经的男人，都会有死不正经的另一面。

2、男人没钱的时候想结婚，为了省钱。
男人有钱的时候不在乎结不结婚，因为不差钱，多少姑娘都约得起。

3、男人口口声声说不在乎女人的过去，说这话的男人，一定还是没有真正得到过这个女人。

4、男人的人生理想是有钱、有后。男人喜欢的女人要“有前有后”。

5、女人开始想到换发型，说明她开始想换爱情了。
一个女人频频更换发型，说明她最近遇上了 一个很难搞定的男人。

6、提到结婚，女人想到的是穿衣服——婚 纱、唐装、晚礼服……越多越好。
提到结婚，男人想到的是脱衣服——不论唐 装还是西装……越快越好。

7、男人通常都伪装坚强，女人一般都假装 娇弱。

8、不论什么样的红颜，一旦成了情人，便不可能再是知己。

9、女人一性感，男人就感性。
唯有让男人感性起来，女人才能更顺利地把他拖进婚姻。

10、才情，是女人寻求成功的本钱，由着 此她想要一切。有点才情的女人，常常活得不幸福。

11、一个女人不幸福，是从她看到了“别 人的幸福”开始的……

12、女人第一次对男人的求爱表示同意， 总是默许的。
不过男人常常把这种“默许”理解为“拒 绝”。

13、女人邀请男人回家，一定是为了向他 展示自己的贤惠能干。
男人邀请女人回家，一定是想进一步了解她 的“身材尺码”。

14、美女，是情人的天堂，恋人的地狱， 老公的炼狱。
跟美女的关系越近，男人的感觉越煎熬。

15、一个女人，想成为一个男人的第一， 一定是想成为他的唯一。

16、永远不要期望一个熟男会像青春小伙 一样去疯追一个女孩。
阅历，让男人丰富，同时，阅历，也让男人 的激情慢慢退却。

17、女人花一个男人的钱，花完了之后， 起码还能粘上点爱。
男人花一个女人的钱，花完了之后，会干脆 换一个女人继续花。

18、婚姻，是女人一生最后一次“谈条 件”的机会

Pre CNY

I bought a watch today~~
I heard the song that you shuffled twice, and I miss you more than twice >.<
Spent to much...

我可能不会爱你 In time with you 2

拥有就是失去的开始。。
Owned is the beginning of Losing it..

I do not wanted to own you anymore...
The drama taught me something...
If I did not own anything from the beginning, then I wont lost anything..
I owned Jambu, I lost him..
But he filled my life.
Now, I do not want to own you, cause I do not want to lose you.
The feeling is wonderful to see you around everyday in campus.
I do not spoil the feeling by adding unnecessary relationship.


Maybe that's why we are just friends??
You think like that too??

我可能不会爱你 In time with you

I like this drama...
It makes me think of some scenes in my life...

你不要误会哦，我是不可能爱上你这种女生的。

lol,讲反话啊？？

Hmmm, I think of what you said...
You like pretty sexy kind girls...
I'm definitely not in that group of girls..


And if you learnt from Ken, say that "you are not my type",
I will definitely very sad.
But actually that day you said you do not like tomboy kind of girl, was that you pointing me???
That's why I went cut my hair, to become "Not CKM's type"
Another reason is you called me a "Him" "His" or "He".

他会生气，是因为她不了解自己的好，明明他觉得她够好的了~

I think of you again, that you said I have low self esteem...

每次说朋友朋友，男生当然不敢放力追咯！！

I always say that I'm a kid, maybe that's why you do not feel that I'll like you..

无邪的乐观？？阳光美少女？？？拯救？？？？？？

Lol, 天真！！

This is what I did to you, and will you accept??

当她说她有目标的时候，他想，他也该继续他的生活，接受了另一个她。。

I think of Jambu. I told him I like other guy during my secondary school, and so Jambu found another girl.
This time, I matched myself with YL, maybe you wanted find another target?

Shopping

Recently feel that I shopped a lot..
We celebrated for Cindy's birthday the night before I went back to KL.

Chicken with cheese

Grilled Salmon

Fish Baked Rice

Baked Penne

Seafood Spaghetti

Chicken Chop

Crispy Mussel

Then I bought 1 piece of Cat T-shirt and and another piece of black singlet in Brands Outlet.
1 more Lois Jeans Outfit.

While today bought a sling bag in FOS..
Arrrggghhh >.<

Broke...

Still have a lot things not yet buy T.T

Long shopping list pending >.<

2nd Case Presentation

Ok, I admitted that I'm ambitious-less >.<
I took acute appendicitis as my case...
But today doctor was so nice!!!
I presented my case so smoothly, without bomb~~~
Hehehehe, not nervous and no need to do physical examination~~

During PNL Lyn also conducted the session very well~~
We are talking bad about you, Muahahaha!!

We appreciate you la, do not worry~~

Chat

You are a good respondent to my chatting >.<

How come you are so nice and kind to reply all my questions??

Arrgghhh, so nice your girlfriend will be >.<

Empty

My life seem empty without you >.<
Maybe I'm just using you to get rid of boredom??
But always talking about you to everyone...
I miss you, badly...

Haiz, I will definitely lost myself, I wanna be myself!!
You influenced me too much, used your words, used your phrases, used your actions...

You do not get my hint right??
Hmmm, maybe I too obsessed, should loosen down...

3rd day

Today you took flight to Singapore..
Hmmm...
Arrgghhh, although you are not in campus, you are in my heart...
I still think of you, even you not here.
When I fell the candy on table, thought of you who ate the fallen chocolate coat of the ice-cream, and I ate the candy too >.<
5 seconds rule~~
Saw perfume, think of you if you tease me that do not like strong scent.
Lyn wanted to buy for her younger brother, asked her to ask you which one you use.
Are you bringing you cologne there and using that to attract girls?? T.T
Think that what I told you yesterday will disturb your mind for whole trip or not...
Hmmm, feel want to go Japan, but scared of radiation...

Lol, told Lyn, she asked about your sperm pulak >.<
It's not related to me, ok??

100 things to do with you

Copied from forum...

1、 一起看雪

2、一起看海

3、手牵手逛街

4、喂我吃东西

5、 一起堆雪人

6、一起坐摩天轮

7、一起恶作剧

8、一起进鬼屋

9、吃同一杯冰淇淋

10、一起搬东西

11、一起布置我们的小窝

12、一起看日出

13、半夜一起看恐怖片

14、送我一束花

15、为我做顿饭

16、牵着我的手过马路

17、一起看日落

18、 一起数星星

19、一起洗衣服

20、背靠背听同一首曲子

21、在朋友面前介绍我

22、把肩膀借给我靠

23、为我擦眼泪

24、为我唱首歌

25、为我写篇日记

26、 在大街上背我

27、随叫随到

28、一起看球赛

29、比赛啃西瓜

30、一起捏泥人，一个你，一个我

31、一起没形象的大叫

32、一起熬夜玩游戏

33、比赛喝酒

34、早晨一起刷牙

35、一起发呆

36、一起过我们的纪念日

37、一起对着流星许相同的愿望

38、一起折许愿星

39、一起做蛋糕

40、学对方说话

41、 当一天陌生人

42、把你欺负的对我没辙

43、 讲一夜电话

44、为我剪指甲

45、一起养只小狗

46、一起拍照片

47、一起骑脚踏车

48、戴同一条围巾

49、戴同一双手套

50、讲故事哄我睡觉

51、一起吃棉花糖

52、一起去K歌

53、一起淋雨

54、一起面 对所有难堪

55、一起爬山

56、一起露营

57、一起晨练

58、一起傻笑

59、一起吃路边摊

60、一起去孤儿院送礼物

61、穿情侣装显摆

62、一起玩牌

63、一起吃米线到吐

64、一起踩马 路到脚软

65、一起去医院看婴儿

66、一起去海南的天涯海角

67、把你打扮成女生

68、咬一下你的脸颊

69、每天说晚安

70、一起看电影

71、一起种花

72、比赛吹牛

73、一起见对方的朋友

74、一起吃自助餐，牵着手进去，扶着墙出来

75、一起荡秋千

76、一起做鬼脸

77、 一起走遍世界各地

78、一起数钱 (全是一角的)然后大笑

79、一起扎气球赢奖品

80、站在马路的两侧大喊

81、看你打场球赛

82、一起看演唱会

83、一起 沿铁轨

84、一起挤公车

85、 一起放风筝

86、一起去普罗旺斯看花田

87、趁你睡觉偷亲你一下

88、一起放孔明灯

89、起钓鱼

90、一起下棋

91、 一起在烈日下暴晒

92、手机铃声设置成对方的声音

93、每天为对方留言

94、一起捏对方的脸

95、比赛各种各样的事

96、一起看烟火

97、在树下埋下我们的约定

98、去海边放漂流瓶

99、拍一次婚纱照

100、白头偕老。

Laugh and Smile

Find the types of smile and laugh and found this:

TYPES OF SMILES

Lip smilers – Smile only with their lips.

Cheesy smilers – Smile with their teeth

Twinkle smilers – Smile and Laugh with their dancing eyes

Sweet smilers – Exercise their chubby cheeks

Wry smilers – Know something you don’t

Tee-Hee smilers – Smile with their necks

Body smilers – Smile wholeheartedly with their whole body

And of course you’ve seen the fake, contrived smiles of forced geniality.

And would someone please tell me what is the meaning of: “to smile like a Cheshire Cat” for I have never seen a cat smile but I can tell you that Dogs do smile very often...

TYPES OF LAUGHTER

Hearty Laughter – All heart

Belly Laughter – Body, belly and heart

Seal Laughter – Barking, high pitch, like a seal

Guffaw – Clearing one’s lungs and windpipe

Giggle – silly, embarrassed laugh

Titter, Snigger, Snicker – mocking laughter

Chuckle – A quiet laugh to yourself

Chortle – Gurgling laughter

We also have a burst of laughter, rolling with laughter, horse laugh, laughing up one’s sleeve (a secret somewhere), and laughing one’s head off.

For my definition:  

1. Smirk- Adison Chan's / Damon vampire's smile

Example: A charming smile for flirting, An evil plan(bad intention), An ego smile of you

2. Chuckle- Laugh silently/ by oneself/ satisfaction/ soft/ amused 

Example: When I saw something that made me think of you.
3. Laugh-  Laugh out loud

Example: When saw something funny, such as your funny action ^.^

4. Laugh up my sleeve- Laugh out but hide from people/ do not show the laughter but laugh inside/ can be good intention or bad

Example: When me purposely say something that make your situation become awkward / You laugh in front of me because of my silly actions but hide your face.
5. Snicker- laugh in a half-suppressed, indecorous or disrespectful manner  **do not understand @.@**

6. Crack- Laughter of sudden onset?
Example:When I say something stupid in PBL.

7. Die laughing- laugh die me... >.<

Example: When I saw your cute blurred face.
8. Amused laugh?? - Laugh because being amused
9. Grin- Fake/evil smile that purposely show to people

Example: When you see me in the morning, give a peace and say "Good Morning"

10. Shy smile/laugh- With the eyes really shine and the mouth bend up so sweetly..
Example: When we take photo together, When you said I'm cute, When you heard I said you are cute...