Pretending

Good, Ng Siew Mun.
Today I faced you with calm ^.^

I avoided to look at you,
even when looked at you, I made sure my eyes looked at Lyn, or the table, no eyes contact.

I afraid to look into your eyes..
Is it a look of weird toward me??
Is it a look of impatient toward me??

And now I am open to talk about YL, any guy to match me..
I am not reserving that place for you anymore.

And you feel happy to interact with Lyn right?
Congratulation! You can find a sexy pretty model girlfriend!

I never want to hurt you, or make you feel uncomfortable with your gender, or yourself.
I just wanted to know you more, but now, no, I just want to know you superficially.

You think that my talking do not make sense,
And what I want to say, that you did not agree with me the other day:
"Language is a barrier"