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First day showed my new hairstyle, feel excited.
Washed my hair after jogging >.<
And now I realized my hair looks not nice with wet appearance T.T

Then I disappointed cause you absent in the lecture hall..
And hoping you to come >.<
Saw your friend KJ went to MDL, thinking whether you will come too later??
Waited and waited, people shocked when saw my hair >.<

ZJ and ML couple asked me why I cut so short, having any problem??
Not only them, MX and HY also asked the same question >.<
My roommate RL said she can not recognize me >.<

Some lecture-mate who not close with me can not recognize me at all >.<
ZY asked that am I new transferred student~~
Haha!!

Finally, you came, stood 3 metres behind me, you saw me and pretended you did not...
So I took initiative by taking the attendance sheet and asked you sign.
Asked "Ngo Leng zhai mou?" You shocked and hold you heart >.<
Heart attack???
"Li hai bin gor??"
"Leng zhai gor li" I pretended to be your "guy friend", putting my hand on your shoulder...
"Muahahahaha"
"Li hai bin gor??!!"
"Ngo hou leng zhai leh~~"

Played the stares with you...

And then I noticed something. Another girl who likes you, C.
She kept pay attention to you...
When you walking around, reading around...
I laughed by myself when I realized that >.<
I think people should think me crazy laugh in the middle of lecturer explaining...

So we went for lunch, I had the feeling you were alone...
I walked fast to find you.
You were there, I walked there and said "You are so cute, may I sit beside you and watch you smile???"

And you laughed >.< Were you really happy + shy??
Or you just think that what I did is funny?? Amusing??
The most important thing is ya, that's good I can entertain you ^.^

Lyn came in and I asked you to keep as secret >.<
You better do not tell anyone!!!
And then I chose a seat next to you, but your bag blocked us.
So I decided to change seat, to sit in front you.
Make you dysphagia~~ Bleekkk!!!
And you asked "Why you want to sit in front me!!!???"
Muahahhaa!!!!

When buying food, I took the really cooked chicken rice >.<
Scared that you will leave us, and I think Lyn also felt like that and bought the fast cooked food >.<
See, you sipek popular la...
We seated and C came and joined our lunch, Hohohohoho~~~
Asked you again about my hairstyle: "Me handsome bo handsome bo??"
"Handsome"
"Thank you!!"
"I said me handsome"
>.<
Asked again your comment on my hairstyle, and did you said "kek sim" or "kek sei ngo la"?? with holding hand on your left chest... >.<
I said a lot people said me handsome.
You said it is not a compliment if me as a girl being said by people as handsome.
Same on you if people said you are beautiful or looked like a girl.
"Of course people wont said you looked like a girl la." I said.
And I said, I'm happy with people saying me yeng or handsome or boyish or guyish >.<
And I looked your face, you were shocked???
Muahaahaahaa, I'm not typical girl la ^.^

Then you asked the time we outing, cause C will go out 3.30pm, said that we will have no chicken to eat, finish all before we go.
I said "Bad la you" cause you did not join our outing, and you gave your reason that you are busy with dance. Why your tone or you sounds so soft during reality and so mean in facebook =.=
And C asked you a few questions, that I also asked in fb that you think that nonsense, and you answered her all with patient and sincere. >.< --> =.= --> T.T
See, you just do not like me, do not allow me to ask those questions.

You did PE on your body while eating, I said, "Do you really need to check your body during eating??" Me talked with full of food in my mouth..
"Har?"
I repeated, with continued chewing...
"Har?"
I repeated with some clearance of food and slow...
"Why you are so busy while eating??"
C was looking at you, I jealous...
And you stopped after my complaint.

I felt happy, finally you tried to listen to my words...

And talking about Singapore, you really not understand now, so I passed the topic to Lyn and she told you the things...
"I really cant understand you la, *turned to Lyn*, what she want to say??"
And you played stares with her again T.T
I knew you were trying to listen to what she said, and she was shy with food in her mouth...
I can see that her face turned red >.<
Saw your serious face, you really want to know what I wanted to tell you??
Next time can you ask me to talk slowly and you will wait me to finish my sentence?
I really want to tell you by myself T.T

Lastly showed you the high pitch screams made by the girl who took the ride beside the riverbank >.<
My intention is to see if you can scream like that or not. >.<
And I hope we can watch that together or even play that together.

Looked at you and you complaint that why I looked at you..
And complaint also I asked weird weird questions in facebook..
Lyn asked me why I did not asked her weird weird questions,
you told her not to initiate that mechanism >.<
And when talked about the amount of water drinking, ok, I lose...
That's why I did not say anything.
And about the vege and the table manner, errrmmm, like what I said "You can not complain a kid >.<"
And you waited for us after you finished your lunch...
By eating ice-cream..
Showing your satisfactory face >.<
Really feel like punching you!!!!

Asked Lyn to tell you the truth of your scent if you did not put on your cologne...
Errrmmm, I respect either you put or not put la, not put then not torturing my nose, if put then I can feel your presence, and avoid to go near you lo, if too strong the scent.
But for Lyn, she likes if you put that.

Asked you and Lyn to show the Indian head moving >.<
Socialize until we have no topic to talk about... 
Hmmm, you wanted to wait Lyn, me or both??

Then we went to library, want to read newspaper.
Kah sui brought by Lyn to see my hair, Haifeng showed a really cute face, muahahahaa!!!

Saw you slept in library, while I read newspaper, hmmm, a feeling of so near yet so far.
C came and disturbed your sleep, like what I did when I not yet developed this kind of feeling to you.
Errrmmm, are you already knowing that I'm the one who encouraged her to do that?? >.<

You can talk a lot with the girl you like..
You sat above her again...

So lastly, what I want to tell is, Lyn told me your face changed when I said you definitely not looked like a girl.
Do not know what she meant.
And we discussed the person who want to took the ride together, I said someone that I trusted and willing to die together.
Then she told me she want to take the ride with you.
When she realized she talked too fast, she added that she wanted to hear your screams..
If like that, I will be the one who record your great moment with her, willingly and hide my sadness underneath...


You said me immature, you think that the questions I asked was all nonsense....
I asked you questions because I like you!! I want know more about you!!
In my point of view, what other girls asked you, because they want know more about you too!!!
I do not want make things obvious that's why I asked questions like a stupid, like an idiot!!!
How you want me to show that I like you so much, ask that "can you tell me more about you??"
You sure straight away block me >.<