Down

For the last time, I chatted him.
I will never have extra feeling to him anymore.





I am hurt.
Too many thoughts run in my mind, how if I hold somemore and he will like me?
How if he just does not realize he likes me too?
How if he just want to see how far I can do for him?

And, I think this kind of relationship is not what I want.
Again, I have to remind myself that,
what I want,
a relationship that both feel comfortable and relax, no stress, no games.

Huuuu, let him free, let me free...