Trust

He asked me what I want to hide somemore..
Sure la, how he expects me being rejected and acts like nothing happened?

The deepest part of mine showed here already...

He asked me not to trust him...
Errrrmmm...
I think I just trust him for 70%??

Now I feel more relieved, seriously, not so suffer.
All major memories threw to him, and deleted from my brain.
And he may save or not save it.
I do not want to recall already.

I never ask him like me or not, I never tell him I'm sad.
That is the part I do not trust him.
I scared if I tell him those things, we will not be friend anymore.

Jambu know me not trust him fully...
How Jambu can sense that??