Immature

After class, me Lyn and Cindy went to SR.
We talked until 6pm++ from 3pm++
And we talked about maturity, and somehow, they noticed I can not understand them...
I felt so sad that I cried immediately and feel that I'm immature, too many people said like that, too many...
I have no choice but to agree this...
My mentally age not grow simultaneously with my biological age and I have difficulties in understanding complicated things...
I feel that I'm useless and I'm like mental retardation..
I scared that my mind just stuck here and will never grow...
And they both advised me to stay stronger to face the realities, and to face my own weaknesses...
And means that I'm too fragile.
I hate myself who is so weak.

If I stay simple like this, I will be categorized as people who do not think further than present, do not have ambition, useless, no aim, immature...
People should grow up, everyone should!!!