Non-talk

Today saw him in lobby of BPSP, he was wearing a new shirt, without his inner T-shirt, and showing his chest and necklaces.
And with pacak hair.
I do not like this image, very playboy, hahaha!!
Especially he talked with a lot of girls when I saw him.
I will never like that shirt with that hair.

We lunch together and he waited for us for awhile after he was done, then he gone.
We were not talking at all. And I did not look at him at all.
We did not try to talk to each other.

I scared if I look at him, I will fall more to him.
I scared if I talk to him, he ignores me.

I am depressed.
Without talk with him, without look at him.
I cant smile like last time.
At least let me adapt for 1 week, and I will be the cute SM next week.