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Friday, March 8, 2013

Phychosis

Yesterday I was mad with both of them.
But today when I saw Lyn, I do not feel that I can be angry with her.
I was busy preparing food for tomorrow sangha dana.
3pm I went for CFCS mock presentation.
I went in the department but I did not dare to go in the meeting room.
I walked out and called MY.
Then when I turned, I knew someone behind me, without knowing anything, I spoke in English and it was Amu.
When I turned, I see CKM too.
I teased him on his hair, his attire and Amu too agreed with me.
And I just know Thban and Suhaimi were in the room before me.
I think I was the third person but I became the 6th person reached the room.
I think CKM felt nice with Lyn's absent.
Amu contacted Lyn and she was not willing to attend.
Lastly she showed her face.
CKM wanted to make me be presenter but luckily no one agree with him.
I asked him: "You want to die arrr?"
I looked at him frequently with Lyn's absent.
I think he did notice.
Cause sometimes I felt he was looking at me too.
But I cant make conclusion just based on my feeling.
I will be hurt.
By him and by my silliness.
When he was presenting, I can look at him all time he presents and I enjoyed looking at him.
I did support him with screams and claps.
Although I think his presentation is way too casual.
Lyn sat at his seat when he was presenting and when he finished presenting, Lyn returned him his seat and sat on Thban's seat.
I can see that CKM like very happy to see Lyn sat on his seat.

When Thban came back to his seat. Lyn did asked him to return his seat, and he said nevermind.
I gave my seat to Thban and shared seat with Amu, and then Thban said out loud that "I love Mun Mun" for a few times, so sweet!!!!
Then Thban teased Lyn that she just gave seat to CKM but not him.
We talked a lot I laughed a lot~
Lyn looked into his eyes and actually I was the same direction as Lyn from his view.
To avoid anything, I moved and obstructed his sight to me even though he was looking to Lyn.
Later I heard he asked Lyn why looked at him.
I just ignored this kind of conversation.
I let Thban to sit and I moved far away to avoid to hear or to see any flirtation between them.
Plus, I can get better view if I am not sitting with Lyn.
Cause when he looked at Lyn, he will not notice I am looking at him.

After Alfred explaining about the slides, I chatted with him about my drummer identification.
He showed unbelievable face and I got "merajuk".
I walked back to my seat and ML too showed her unbelievable face to me.
I chased her and played with her.
YY helped me to promote my drummer identity and she said I am strong.
Then CKM had comments on her statement and challenged me to arm wrestling with him.
He gave offer of Renascence buffet and I got attracted.
So I accepted the challenge and went to his side.
The others who like to watch comedy were cheering for me.
And they said it was not fair for me cause my right arms was hanging.
"Ok, we go to the corner."
Then we moved to another side of the table and Lyn be our judge.
"What you want to give if you lose?"
I just ignored his question, muahahahaaaa~~
I requested to use 2 arms and leaned my body to the table side.
We hold hands.
He let me to push for a while, I was trying hard, I thought I can make it because I was bullying his arm.
But when he wanted to push down my arms, I know he can easily make it but I used my whole body weight to resist it, hahahahaaaaa!!!
I know I am not sporty, hahahahaaaaa!!!!
But he let me be.
He knew I am a kid.
Then he suggested to compete for left hands.
Amu disgraced him cause recently he told them that his dominant hand can be left but now he used right hand usually.
I heard, but not detailed.
And again he let me to try, and lastly he entertained enough then he wanted to over it, I again bullied his arm and not letting him to really win.
Yea,  I knew I knew, I lose.
Although my arms shaking because of over usage, but it was not hurt.
They all amused with both kids, and later we went back to seat, and I do not know how we sit side by side.
They started to record our voices.
Lyn and CKM started their flirtation.
He said, "I cant understand the 4th voice."
She said, "You see, KM cant understand me!"
Oh my, can they just stop flirting in public, lol~~
They had this argument a few times even before this recording.
They had their secret topics.
Thban and Alfred teased on Lyn that she bought Samsung series, they asked her just buy S3, but Galaxy also quite similar, hahaha~~~
I knew CKM jusr pretending that he did not hear it but I bet he did!!
Lyn said the buffet is not nice, but I told her, I want to win even it is not nice, cause I will not go for the buffet, I will cash back, hahahahaaaa!!!
Lyn showed unbelievable face cause she did not know I am such evil, hahahaaa~~~

He said only cause he was confident enough that I cant win.
I do not think that he will really treat me even if I win lo!
He that kid, his childish level is not below me.

We were talking about our elective with Alfred, and that kid was curious about it.
He asked, I did not answered cause always it is Lyn to tell him.
Lyn did not want to tell him, while I was about to tell him but I stopped half way,
Then Alfred told him and he stopped asking cause he was not interested with that.

Even after the meeting, I was walking with Alfred, and Alfred called Lyn back who was walking with CKM.
CKM kepoly called Lyn to stay and he too stayed longer than usual.
I think he walked and moved slow because he already planned to tease me.
I just ignored him and wanted to continue walking with Alfred.
He turned and said to me: "Dont you stand and walking beside Alfred."
He pretended to give me advice but I knew he was teasing me.
I walked to him and wanted to hit him.
I stopped after awhile cause I am kind hearted and I am not such small gas girl.
Then I just turned back to Alfred and he again pointed to me and Alfred.
He said, "You all see she walks with Alfred."
I do not wanted to take any action but he kept provoking me.
I finally can not stand and actually me and Alfred walked quite a distance from CKM already.
I ran to him and he pretended to run away although he did not plan to run, and with his knee problem he pretended cannot run, and actually I did see him did not move at all even he was lifting his legs.
I did not know where to hit him cause I was way too long ago did not hit him anymore.
I promised to him before I will not hit him anymore.
I stunted and think for awhile where I should hit him.
I did not touch him for long time and I did not how to initiate it again.
So I hold his arm with my left hand and hit his arm with my right hand.
I acted like I was violently hitting him.
I was not the kind of girl who really will hurt anyone anymore.
(This is not applicable if there is a time he really provokes me gao gao lak!!)
Then I wanted to push his knee.
I tried a few times but I always fail.
Maybe my legs were shorter than his.
And I walked away again with Alfred.
And he kept looked back to us, me too.
And I showed my unsatisfactory.
He still wanted to tease me with my height even he was on his way back to his own room.

So Alfred did comforting me.
He said I am in normal height, average girl's height.
And my body proportion also in average.
He compared me to Lyn but I told him the truth that I "slight" more puffy than Lyn, hahahaaa~~~
Alfred is such a kinf guy until some immature childish and ego kid.

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