Harsh

Maybe he is right about me, but it is a bit harsh.
After my discussions with friends, I found that, human-human interactions need tolerances.
If a person want you in his/her life, they will try to tolerate.
And he looks me as a failure among human-being, and I actually can turn away and let him drift away from me.
He looks others comfortable naturally, while I am naturally irritating.
This is one of my problem too.
Not only him, all friends around me treat me like I am rubbish.

Lyn said me had been sensitive for some minor things.
But all those minor things make up life.
My life is miserable.
I can give an example as in, when you say good words to water, the formation of water changes.
And when he said me as a failure, then said me under-confidence, did he realize that, it is the reason why I am inferior?
I can sense people have bad impressions toward me, I can not pretend I do not know, that is why I am under-confident.

While people tend to bully and step beyond the line when they think they are close to each other.
He does not think we are that close, but I did.
That's is how the problem comes.

Mean, he does not think that we are close, and he does not want me to disturb his peaceful life, and he felt uncomfortable with me.