Stop Obsession

Out total conversations now is about 2500...
I saw how I chatted with LC even HS for 3 years, are between 7500-10000...

If I never deleted our conversation, it was 15000++ during mid November...
But it was almost half a year never chat with him, I chatted to him again during December, when he got injuries and sicked.
I asked him not to act strong and rest more and sit down to not worsen his wound.

I chatted with him when he was in A&E and accompanied him by telling him my story with QQ.
Then he went dinner with girls, and I teased him with that.
Next I sent him Lyn's photos since he absent for our last residency.
Also I chatted with him after his operation and 2 weeks later he chatted me again.

So I deleted when I felt really sad and decided to forget all about him during mid January...

That's all and I never chat him again even during CNY, even after he brought her for lunch, after we celebrated for his birthday and his birthday.

Till when I asked video from him for LingLing and asked him about our CFCS gathering.
From the day I stressed for exam, I chatted him for de-stressed.
And he chatted me when he bored.
Then we started chatting marathon after I started to comment on my photo which tagged him...

From 15000++ to almost 900++ I think cause I talked a lot, added now about 2500, it was almost 19000++ conversations between us.
If there is a chance, and he did not delete our conversations before, I wish to see the real figure...

While Joe also not bad,  he was 7000++ before and now 1300++, I really a talkative girl.

I have to stop asking attention from him until he initiates the conversation.