Soul search

He helped me to so soul search.
I learnt this term from him.
People close with me know my flaws, and he is the one who told me so directly.

I think I was immature last time.
Jambu tried so hard to help me but I was so ignorant.
Yet he still tolerate with me.

Chris tried to help me too.
But because he was not as related to me, so he did not try hard.

Ming Ming was the one who trained me for two years, lol~
Although he did not really need to spend much efforts on me, just because he was closer to me, he can appear in front me, so the effects are the largest.

Well, I still admire him, but I think the feeling now is the same as my feeling to Jambu.
While I hate Chris although he did nothing wrong, just a projection of emotion, lol~