Cold and clammy

I heard something from Lyn already.
I can guess that she finally admit to herself that she likes him..

I feel cold and clammy now...
This afternoon just admitted to Cindy that I like him too..
And she said she told before there will be a situation that three of us fight for him, with Joanne too...

Lyn did not tell me yet, she said if say it out, it'll become real.
She said both him and her interaction just like a flirting...
She do not want to let him feel that she is cheap.
That's why she do not want to flirt with him.

Although he promised to me that he did not feel anyone fall into him, but I feel so insecure.. T.T

Although he said I think too much...

How it will be if him and her work??
How it will be if me and him work???

She said that she scared of him.
Ya, just like what I told him.


And ya, what I think why she feel down, and that is it...

She said he did not talk much with her, but more with me and Amu...

Cindy said, maybe he found that I can talk with him, and just treat me as close friend....

I'm getting nervous...
Heart beats are raising now... T.T

Is it real or just my fantasy??