Reunion

Lol, for so long we did not gather, and I finally saw him this morning.
He with his blue shirt.
When we officially met each other, he asked me to get key for the tutor room but I am so lazy to do those kind of thing.
Then he saw me ate the CNY cookies and then he teased me of not growing taller for so long no see.
And he was quite good mood in those discussion of PBL.
Sometimes he laughed, sometimes he did not.
The doctor teased him about his marriage concepts and personal life.
He showed he is the kind of good guy while the doctor thought he was covering and the doctor felt unbelievable.
When the doctor asked him whether he will marry for another one if he knows that his wife can not give birth, he looked at the doctor and felt shy to answer, I think he does not want to lie.
He does not want to say anything that will make girls misunderstand his personalities~~
Lol~~

I am happy to see him, and hope to see him everyday.

For yesterday bus trip..
So tired to carry so many things back to school while raining heavily =.=
Made me feel like do not want to go back Pangkor anymore.
The bus was so crowded until fullness of the luggage compartment.
While I hate the chair and regret that I did not buy neck pillow =.=
And I also regret that I did not bring mask and glister sweetshot or minyak cap kapak or anything mint.
Because I highly suspect the girl behind me has a bad breath until I can smell it from the back to my nose, whole night!!
Luckily I forced myself to forget about it and hypnotized myself to sleep.
Because I experienced hyperventilation of I took very short inhales and extended exhales, it makes me dizzy and nauseous...
And I do not know why, I started to have carsick after 23 years in this world??
Or just because of strenuous exercise that I carry heavy luggage and hurt my neck??
No idea.

Another thing is, I got confirmation from Jambu that, we are now strangers who know each other's name, and he still considers it as friendship.
And he will move further and further from me.

I never understand why people feel so emotional unstable after their lost someone, and now I know.