mO.On, toward wisdom~: Dirt On Cloth

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Dirt On Cloth

Today exam, I cant answer well, I do not understand the questions, hahaha~~
Although I studied like 6 hours already.
Then I went to toilet and wrote my name down, I think everyone who passed by would kepo and see the name... =.=
I fast fast filled up all the answers and went for toilet, as what I can predict, he is the first leave the exam hall with minimum exam time.
He disappeared when I came back, he was 2 seats left of me, 1 seat in front me.
Then I saw he was on the way to cafe, I wanted to go cafe too.
So I waited Cindy them and ate an egg roti canai, can not stand la we had lectures until 1pm.
I took some peeks on him.
Lyn and me went to ate Nasi Kak Wok, and went back to our tutor room.
Imran and YL were there cause they forgot the class starts late.
Then I saw Lyn and him interacted well, and I can not stand...
I do not like to see, I feel drowning...
My feeling stronger and stronger...
I rather went out of the room to avoid this... To calm myself down.
And when I went back, I pretended that I did not hear anything and I did not turn my head to them, at all.
We moved to opposite to hear the presentation, and I stood behind Fatin, never want to get closer if need my initiative.
I smelled his scent, and not only me, all the other girls did.
It is impossible that Lyn does not fall for him.

And in the mean time, I saw his cloth with dirt, hahahaha!!!
How long he did not send the formal shirt to laundry shop already?
He wants to create a feeling that his shirt is stretched because of his muscles, but we all know that it is because he did not send the cloth for laundry, that is why the cloth is uneven with wrinkles.

I called his name, for so long did not hear by him and me, to ask which learning issues he chooses.
And he waited for someone, when the PBL was ended, he did not walk away instead he stood in front of the door.
Maybe he wanted to wait for someone, who he forgotten that he isolated her for so long, and now she would not think that he will stand there and wait for her anymore. And when he finally realized that the girl he waited no longer the same, he walked away.

And I waved to him when he turned away, that I really wanted to say goodbye to him, and he has no chance to see it.
And I knew Lyn saw it, and I think it is weird for her, cause I did not talk to him for so long, and she may wonder that am I chatting with him in facebook again and did not tell her.