Imbalance

I went to Cindy's room, and she told me that there is someone gave him a box of cheese tarts.
And when I looked at the comments, he actually treated all our CFCS members.
And she told me she suspected HW, who is the date he brought to the prom baked it for him.

I felt nothing just now, and after coming back to room, I felt something, some feelings that made me uncomfortable.
I think something is destructing inside me now.

SHM chatted to me to send his gratitude to me as I brought sotong for him.
So by chance I asked him about the tarts.
He said it is kind of perfect, and he finally remembers that CKM said someone did it for him and he just distributed it suddenly.

I am hungry now, and why he no distributes it earlier???
Lol~~~
Plus I said I wanted to eat New York Cheese Cake yesterday.

I went out with Amu and I wanted to ordered waffle ice cream but they will never have this dessert =.=
So I stay hungry until now without having dinner...
 
Sad, hungry, destructing feeling, suffering.