Tonight when I came back home from Yam-cha with friends, my family called me for a meeting.
We discussed about my academic.
And I told my family about my feeling.
Dad feels guilt all the time since I accepted my course.
I knew it, and that is why he always will not reject any of my requests.
So, they found a solution and asked me tried to overcome my fear and my stress.
But they just can not understand how I feel.
They cannot understand, they will never understand.
I knew I am selfish, even to my family.
I do not know why I am like that since young.
And I need freedom.
A freedom to continue live on my own life.
The courage... Not found.
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