Unexpected

I went to FLM this morning, when me and Lyn nearly finished reading the materials, I saw him appeared unexpectedly.
And again I just saw his back.
He walked out of the MDL, and I can not find him anymore.

Then we went to cafe, and we saw him eating with someone who leaved already.
Lyn went to say "Hi", while I did not plan to do so, I walked by, but since Lyn stopped by, I turned and said: "Good Morning!" *with a nothing happened face*
Then I saw him looked at his watch =.=
Yea, Lyn also like questioned my term "morning" =.=
Is that really so important??
They were like discussing about the time =.=
I knew that is just 11 something, that's why I said "Morning"!!

He asked us were we going to the first session, and he was planning to go to the second session.
Is that any clue there??
And why was him telling us that??

Then I felt want to sit with him since we already greeted each other.
But seen Lyn did not have interest to sit with him.
And then when we were taking our lunch, he walked to us, purposely to tell us he is leaving.

And I wondered, I asked Lyn, "Since when he is so polite??"
Lyn asked me not to ask this question, if not he will act different after we said it out.
Then I told her, maybe he is in love, and no matter whoever she is, keeps it on, then we can get the benefit that he is nice to everyone else.

Then we chatted, and Lyn asked me about poking question, she asked Cindy to poke someone for allowed a path to walk, and Cindy refused cause she think is not polite.
And actually I think because the understanding of the term of "poke" for me and Cindy with Lyn is different.
Lyn meant a touch, and we meant a real "poke".
And Lyn told me she "poked" CKM when she greeted him .
Lol, they were very close to each other to have body contacts.
Although I really poked him before, and I never do it after the confession.
It always remind me of the past whenever I see Lyn and CKM interactions.

Lyn walked back to take her water bottle, while I wished to see him in the lab and he actually not in the lab.
He lied??
Or he went back already??
I thought, and what I thought is wrong.

Met Jo in the lab, talked to her, and walked with her on the way back my room.
I asked her where she BBQ before.
And I got information that that time of outing, there were four of them.
They went to the restaurant we always go *That I went yesterday*
They ordered for the set for 4, bacon, and fried rice.
Jo claimed that she did not feel full when she was with us, while with CKM, she can feel filling.
She said CKM ate a lot, but she think I can eat more than him.
Of course, I told her that we ordered set of four even there were just three of us, and we added on a small plate of pork slides *actually not considered as small portion, just the title of the menu is 'small'*
I also told her that last time she and the others not allowed me to eat the hangus pork fat.
And I also told her, the oil droplets dripped from the cooked meat, and I just ate it directly into my mouth, my stomach, and absorbed by my body~
I told this to Cindy during jogging and she said because she wanted to maintain her image when eating with CKM, while I do think because she felt full just by looking at him.

During the clinical teaching in the afternoon, he walked into the ward like very macho, hahahaha!!!
He wore his white coat while walking toward us, and said something, I did not hear it, just saw his lips moving.
When he was presenting. I looked at him, greedily, his face, his eyes, his lips. his braces, his eyebrows, his nose, his  hair and his chin.
His angle of jaw is very sharp, I like it!!
And I looked at his fingers, hope that I have long and thin fingers...

Nowadays, he likes to smile and showed his teeth, with braces, he is cute like that...

I felt that I like him like a mother, and like I am proud that he is who he is.
I do not  think I like him like a girl, maybe before that I was.
I do not think that I will be his girl, but I would like to see he with his girlfriend.

When he was preforming physical examination, somehow, he lacks of practicing it.
Is it the feeling he felt for me when I was not doing anything nice in academic??
Not look down, but worry.

And we were so close to each other when we heard for the percussion and when we observed shifting dullness.
I walked behind him when we walked to the patient.
I looked at his back, and I like looking his back..
I have no medicine to cure...

I noticed his did not put on cologne already, or my receptors numb of his scent already???