Paintball

We went to the paintball.
I came out 3.15pm while waited the girls until 3.45pm >.<
And I just used 2 minutes to get on the car from my room...
Oh, GIRLS!!!!

I got excited once I got on Thban's car, cause he drove the car and stopped right in front of me, so yeng!!!
And he put the Indian's beating songs!!!
WooHuuuuu!!!!!
We had fun on the way there~~

Somehow we felt disappointed when we saw the paintball battle field..
*But we had fun actually even it is small!*
There was a briefing about the game and I was so blurred to play that, but still it was fun!!
I got head shot in the first game T.T
Pain enough...

I hope he follows us, but it is just a false hope.

I was thinking he tried to follow us to the battle even he is sick and he really unwell that's why he kept changing mind.
He actually wanted to follow us, or else he might not say that he will go for 2 times.

And I was thinking of him when I was in the battle field.
Will he same team with me?
Or he will just shoot me like the others did?
And will him tease on me?
Like Semi shot me when my head started to come out T.T

Lyn said actually he allowed us to use his car, but since he was not following us, we have no intention to get his car.
People saw him came back on Thursday morning, he had lunch at Hormoni Cafe.
While I do not know anything.
I thought he will stay until weekdays, maybe he got another date with others.
He was just went back for 1 day, that is the day I asked him about the trip.

Counting bruises:
Arm: left posterior 1
Back: left 1
Waist: left 2 (1 big 1 small)
Ear: left 1
Chest: right 2nd intercostal space 1
Head: upper frontal 1 (very very very big 1)

Finger: right middle finger
Face: at least 2, luckily with protection =.=

And when I lose in a game, it was not only by 1 shot, but a few shots together made me lose!!!
Painful la!!!!

My sadness:

I said something like this to him before: you're cute, can I sit beside you and watch you smile?

For real, I planned to put nothing in August, but for a trip with you, I arranged it and I might probably lost a chance to meet Prince, but maybe I am protected so this trip became difficult to achieve.
And you just rejected me for a few times, and gave me a lame excuse*learnt form Lyn*, and actually you promised the other girls to their Krabi trip before, although now you are not following them.
And because of your absent, I canceled the trip.

When I first knew you, you were in the batch representative election, I got your number since you got the post. You know how much courage I needed to ask for your contact number and told you that I was a repeater? And I do not understand why that time I was so ambitious that I think of to get any information from you for my academic. And I was observing you when we knew you lunch with XL, and I took a peek when you were texting, and I saw that when you sent the message, XL's phone rang~~
While the hiking trip was the real time I talked with you.
I do not know why, but I can not initiate the conversation only with you.
I talked to Joe first, and then asked him about you, and then we can talk.
And you both knew my personalities just by talking to me for 15 minutes.
And I never expect to be your PBL-mate.
*Lyn told me she dreamt of this during her holiday, without knowing anything*
We were quite close cause I was the kind of showing my smile to anyone I knew.

But after a few months, I got something, and I was requested to not disturb you anymore.
And I have to do it, I do not want be hated.