Fail

I tried to seduce Amu to plan of the trip...
Still have no response...
And I hope to go islands with him!!!!

By the way, went lecture hall late today, so sat one row above him, saw him sleeping in the class~~
And during PBL, did not look at him I think.
We are strangers now...

So, after PBL, he started to wait for us to have lunch together already.
He walked with us.
And do not know why today both Amu and Lyn bullied me on the way to cafe...
We sat together, he was diagonal from me.
His straightened hair being cut already I guess, haha!!
And he asked YY to sit in front him, haha~~
I saw Lyn played with him, and I have no right to be angry.
She intended to block his way.

We did not talk, we pretended that we were fine.

Lyn talked to him, asked him about the new hostel, asked him to transfer merits to her.

I feel, I am tired of this already...
Now, I am still care...
And I am hurt...

I started to feel, I do not want to care already, it's bored...
It's bored if I need to control myself,
I cant be jealous, I cant go closer to him, I cant look at him, I cant smile to him, I cant call his name...
 It's hurt if I let myself to fall more...