Headache

Not enough sleep these 2 days.
I reached in front USM about 5.20am, met a nice driver.
Then thought that can sleep till 9am but YL told that we will have clinical, lastly cancelled and I wasted my sleeping time.
I wanted to sleep on the couch, but Ming took action first and Lyn decided not to disturb him, so we went to library.
Anyway, we had a nice chat there although the air-conditioner not yet fully functioning that time.
And Lyn told me Ming had avoided her since long time ago, moved the chair apart from her during PBL, and not shared the papers with her, and laughed looking to Amu instead of her.
In PBL, he laughed and looked into my eyes once... Just co-incident..
I think I should not count like this, more I care, more I can not let him go...
And actually he is quite a gentleman to avoid girls to fall for him, he made it clear.
After lunch, we went to the living room, and I slept on the couch, that he slept before and I can smell his remaining scent *mean he put too much >.<*
I studied where he put his legs cause I do not want to smell his foot scents >.<
Later when clinical teaching, he stood far away from me.
Iki stood behind me, and when his voice penetrated my eardrums, I did not have the same feeling as Ming gave me...
And when we checked for enlarged lymph nodes, Lyn said they are the same as what I have.
So I said, mine are firm, mobile, rubbery, malignancy and I have 2 more years life.
So Ming replied, stunted growth, short stature...
And I said "Enough." then ignored him...
What his problem to suddenly tease on my height?? =.=

Today I did not care of him much, just searched for his in lecture hall, and tried to not look at him in PBL, although pretended to not to care, but I still searched for him if was he following us to cafe...
And when Lyn asked to sit outside, I said hot sitting outside, but I still followed PLM-mate had lunch together.
When Lyn said she invited Ming to sit with us, he told the same thing as me...

Seem like we have same thoughts and opinions but we are still so different.

We can be best friends if the incidence during eve Valentine did not happen.