No more passion

My passion to continue to write about him lesser...
Cause nothing happen between me and Ming...
I regret to read novel until late night.
And I went to class with sleepy mode.
When I went to FLM just felt better.
After lunch, I went back room to have a nap.
We had clinical teaching at 230pm, while initially 215pm and delayed because some of us were late.
I kept looking at him while he did not notice~~
Nice, means he will not catch if I am looking at him or not~~
Mean after this I no need scare to look at him, cause our sight will not meet...
He will not look at me already!!! T.T
Then I went jogging this evening.
Imran ran with Lyn.
Went guesthouse for dinner.
Amu asked me out at night.
I knew I will met him.
And on the way back here, we saw him.
With juniors.
Quite a lot of girls...
That I cant recognize...
His friends is so wide in range...
And I can see the cute KM when he is with them...
He swings his legs on his ride on bicycle...
That I did when I cycling also, use the momentum to make the bicycle move forward...
I shouted his name...
He did not hear that...
He was with his friends...
Me and Amu decided to follow them...
And ya, I am sad.
The rumor of he is finding a girlfriend.
He is searching for a girl who suitable for him...
I feel pain, I cant control my brain to stop thinking of that...

I think, when he really gets a girlfriend, then I will give up...