Lost

I dreamt of Jambu just now.
We were together playing around in somewhere.
But all Pangkor friends were together.
Because I did not have a partner, who fetches me, so Jambu be the one.
We met Lee, and Jambu put his hand on my shoulder, Lee misunderstood that we being together again.
And then Lee said, we are the most troublesome couple.
And do not know why, someone in my dream told me that Jambu cried, tears from his eyes.
I want to comfort him, so I went to his bedside and allow him to hug me sleeping.
Actually there was someone sleeping beside him, I think that is his girlfriend? Wife??
I will not take part in his life again.
How can I hurt him again and again?
Shyn Nie always tease me about that.
She said got a guy who loves you but you do not want, yet going to has a crush with another guy who do not know my value.