A night with friends

Did not plan to go to that event actually, but lastly went because HS them all going.
But SN did not sit with us, I think she hates me.

By the way, I still look fat.

I thought he would not go for that event, cause he did not attend Borneo, or Christmas.
I chatted with him recently, showed my concern of his injuries and his illness.
I accompanied him when he was in A&E, and I knew I was just a substitute of the one he wishes her to accompany him.
Accompany in the form of telling him my story with Ah Yik, without mentioning name.

He was entertained and we are back to the start.

I chatted with Joe too, and Joe asked me whether attend to the event.
I thought he would not appear but he did.
I saw him walked straight to the front row after dining time.
He sat there, but most of the time he chatted with friends and looked at his phone, I have no idea whether he chatted with any girl...

At the end, he watched the dance for awhile, then he went back...
With his injured knees...

I feel down, again I realised I can not have him.