Guessed it wrong!

He wore his long sleeve black soft fabric shirt to the lecture hall.
I saw him from the end of the corridor, third floor, again I can only see his back.
He did not attend to the classes for the morning session, I think he can not wake up early in the morning?

And I was hyperactive today, laughed around joked around.
From lunch time, after I saw Ah Yik in the cafe to lecture hall.
When I had my yogurt after lunch, Cindy told me Ah Yik was walking in, I did not turn my head to see him. So Cindy said I purposely do not want to turn my head, pretending lady-liked.
And when he was at the point I can see him without turning my head, she said that my eyes looked straight at him, without blinking, lol~~~ *I just want to see whether he can see me or recognise me*
I was just deciding not to pretend or act like I like him very much.
Cause I know I again used someone else to hide the only one who really exist in my heart.
I do not want to do it anymore.
While when we back to lecture hall, we saw the poster of Winter Solstice, and I said should I wait for someone buy me a ticket and ask me watch the show together.
I meant that fella who stays in my heart, and Lyn meant Ah Yik.
She said she dares to do that for me.
And I said I will not dare cause I am thinking that I need to responsible to the two who I prank for.
She said no need, so I said that is why I do not dare.
And I wondered why I want to shoot her???

I wanted to see what he doing in class, and I have no chance to look longer than a peek.
I saw him slept on the table once, I saw him heard the talk with boredom once, others I can see his hair only.
Then I was waiting for him while we walked to buy note after class, but he never appear along the way to photostat shop.
I waited him outside the shop, telling Cindy that I wait her outside, and hoped that he would pass by.
Then he came, without me alerting! *I was day-dreaming looking to breads and thinking that will the shop keeper thought me took notes but did not pay for it?*
He appeared in my eyes while he turned into the door,  I surprised and he was shocked.
He passed by me while I said "Hi", he replied me, but he also said "Hi" to the others and walked into the shop.
Never expect that I can see him so near.
I was observing him while he waiting for notes.
Since I suspecting he likes Cindy before*cause someone said there is a STPMer likes her, and he praised her for her academy before and looked like he admired her a lot*, hahahaa, I was looking that will he looks at her like the way I looked at him.

But he did not do anything, just waited for the notes, walked here and there, and I like to look him queuing for the note, like a kid, like he loses direction and innocent. *Although I looked only his back.*
And I imagined if he was queuing to buy something, and he asked me to wait him aside.
When he wants to buy ice-cream for me, buy cotton candies for me, buy satay for me, hehehe~~
But this is a dream which hard to achieve, how he will walk pasar malam with me, how he will walk with me on a street, in a foreign country, how we will travel to other countries together?

Then I leaned on the wall and watched him, near the counter.
I met another girl, EJ, she borrowed some coins from me.
After my conversation with her, he got his notes, and he gave up the another note which still in photostat. *He is that kind of impatient guy*
He with his shy smile, asked the shop keeper whether he got a change for RM50 note.
The shop keeper said no, and he turned to me, smiled to me and asked me lent him RM2.
I took my money from my pant pocket. Then I said 20, 2 become 20.
Then SHM suddenly appeared and he played with me, our conversation stopped.
I do not know what he did, until he can continue our conversation, he said 20 then better I go rob.
Then I acted like I hold a knife put near his neck.
And I forgot he actually does not like people touch him.
Although I did not touch him at all, but I acted like I have that intention.
I think I should not show any intention to touch him anymore?
Since I promised him before, I will return him his peace, I will not touch his hair.

Then I peeked on him that he wanted to choose some drinks, and I prepared to lent him money, but lastly he did not buy anything more.
Cause I think SHM looked at me weirdly that like he knew I have some feelings to that fella.

And we had a meeting at night.
He wore a very young sleeveless black shirt, with below knee pants and sport shoes.
He sat 12o'clock of me, can clearly see his face, but the problem is the people who speak not at is direction.
Sometimes I saw him looked at me, sometimes I saw him avoided my sight.
I do not know why this happened between us.
I saw him smiles when I laughed.
But I hate when I overreacted.
Majority of the members agreed to stay in village next residency.
And because of BBQ, I agreed to stay too, lol~~
And I saw him smile again...

I love looking his face, hmmm...
When I will get bored of his face??

Can I love him??