Mad

Yes, I am mad, very very mad.
I mad with myself that why I am not good enough for him to spend time with, I mad with myself why can I be the important person in his life and I mad with him that never put me as a girl who can spend time with and important for him.

I feel angry + sad + frustrated when I saw the post he celebrated people's birthday.

I am so worthless for him.

Feed me waste rice, shoot me waste bullet, and I do not even cover by any insurance.

And why I feel so much just he went to someone birthday celebration??

I need forget anything about him.

I hate being me.