Temple day

Went to temple today, prepared food from 3.30am, slept 11pm but there was a fire drill at 2.10am T.T

Yesterday was a nice talking day with him, and I took 8 precepts, arrgghhhh, failed!!!

I was looking at him, he wore blue, repetitively in this week.
But do not know why, he did not put his black sweat shirt on..
So I can see his jugular and proximal 1/5 of his clavicles, =.=
I wonder why I am so observant =.=

So he did not go to the seminar that morning, and he appeared in the PBL with sweats.
I wonder how he walks until sweating since his right knee injured =.=

Lyn wanted to tell Imran that meteor watching thingy and I stopped her to.
Both him and Imran curious about that.
But Lyn did not tell, luckily~~~

He told YY that he will not go for meeting at night cause he was going home.
And in PBL was looking to Imran and smile when Imran started to present, I do not know why.
I looked to Imran with passion.

And I looked at him when Lyn was presenting, Lyn claimed that she looked at him only if he laughed at her presentation, but yesterday he did not, and she still tended to look at him, means??

He looked at me too when I was presenting, and just I know why he did not look at me when he was presenting, cause neither I will look at him.

After PBL, I tried to slow down my motion and waited for him, and in others' view, I was waiting for Imran.
So I walked with Imran, and I told him that I need to buy notes so I can not accompany him back.
And all the sudden he asked me, what Lyn wanted to tell him.
And I turned, all the others were behind us, I told Lyn that she made Imran so curious!!!

The others asked Imran, did he admit that I am his wife, with his "Why not/Of course" face, he declared that I am his wife/ He is my husband.
All of them felt happy for me, cause I always complain Imran does not admit my status.
And I was so excited that I closed my eyes and jumped a few times.
*Actually I did feel geli or can not tahan*

And he hold Imran and said he keeps his silence moment for Imran.
=.=
So worthless meh me to Imran??
I am worthless for him but others cherish me very much ok???!!!

Then with a smiley face, I asked him for my ring.
And then they were telling Imran the paper ring that they tagged him before that, asking him to fold it for me.
They continued discussing about the non-revealing topic and I said Imran will kill cats around hostel cause curiosity kills the cat.
I scanned the card and opened the door for them.
And I told Imran that I cannot accompany him anymore.

So, I talked nonsense, saying that they do not know how me and Imran progress, along the way we walk back to hostel, how we look at each other, how we separate when we reach the guy's and girl's hostel.
Lyn closed her eyes and saying that do not tell anymore and were I finishing.
And I did not plan to say more cause that are all my nonsenses, lol~~~

I walked between Lyn and him, and I planned to walk slow so that they can walk together*Actually I get the auro and hints that I should step back.*
But we talked about meeting at night, and Lyn was telling something I do not know, so I squeezed in between them again.
I asked Lyn to use his vote to fight for our right, cause it will be nothing about him, he will not go anyways.
And he so bad that he told the others that he would like to vote to stay longer in the village.
When we walked down the stairs, he lets us to walk before him, saying that he will be slow, Lyn said anyways he walked faster than us*even he hurts his knee*
So, I do not want to see them flirting to each other, I walked pass them and walked with MY after that.

A, W and F asked me why I walked with them, from far he answered that I sesat jalan.
He was 2 lines behind, talked so loud just to tease me. =.=
And I noticed when his mood is good, he likes to take my chance to talk and answer everything for me.
I told a few times, that I have to buy notes, and I added, "I hope to walk with husband also. But what to do, I need to buy notes."
Then they suggested me to ask him to accompany me to buy notes, then I said, :"Ya hor, never think about this before!!"
Then they said that I can spend more time to walk back with him and blah blah blah~~

So I do not know how he responded for that, then do not know who asked me when I want to marry, and I said we already discussed about it, it is between 25 to 30 of my age, and I do not know he heard that or not, then he said a date, I heard for a few times, I thought he was saying my date of my marriage that I told him before.
But I was wrong, he was saying it will be 31st of February, then I blanked, thinking why he said that date, and just I realised he was teasing me that I will not have a date to marry Imran.
Hmmm, =.=
Why teased me like I am not qualified to be someone's wife T.T
Then I agreed with him the date that he gave me, cause I actually do not want to marry Imran~~~
Lol~~~
I was 2 lines in front him, but he wanted to talk to me.
I just heard and replied what he said, but not the others, and he answered all the questions to me, I wanted to walk beside him, but I saw Lyn, I wanted to talk and walk with him along the way, but I saw barriers...

I think the others would look us differently, cause we wanted to talk to each other so much, but we were separated, lol~~~
But no one realise it.

We talked to each other, but we did not go closer.