Earth Hour

Woke up about 10 something.
Facebook and checked yesterday photo.
Toast 2 slices of bread and put with thick Planta and Nutella.
Then washed cloth of 2 weeks, tired die...
And brought down to the ampaian to get sunshine~~
And I got sunburn =.=
Went to Prima for lunch, ate Ordinary Fried Rice.
I like the egg taste and the fragrance...
Went to Mydin again for banana, melon and bread.
After that still facebook, felt tired and went to sleep.
About 6pm, Lyn came and asked me to keep my cloth in cause the sky was dark.
We went to jog for 1 round.
Lyn told me when I was not around during MKI, Cindy asked Ming Ming was him did rebonding...
And he told her that "Something like that."
Cindy said: "Last time I just guess but now I confirmed already."
He always not answer my question, but if others asked him, he will answer it.
I learnt 1 word from Lyn "Confront" mean ask directly.
And I wonder Cindy did not tell me about that she asked him this question.
And she knew that I like him, I told her I have been avoiding him this morning, and now, I suspected something already..
Har...
I'm the type of girl with a lot jealousy feeling.
He must feel I'm too much with this.
Later I bathed and had my dinner, I went out alone to participate myself in the world event, 60 Earth Hour.
I walked out of my room, alone.
Waited people to switch off the light, but I disappointed with that.
Later I met Diamond, and we talked for like more than 1 hour.
Cause I need some help.
Cause I'm sad with my immaturity, made everyone around me do not trust me.
And lastly he pointed out, that I scared of changes, which changes can mean by growth.
That's why I attracted to mature people and then ran away from them??
Cause I scared I cant be in the same level with them??
And I am unsatisfied with my future life...
I confused...
Even a junior can be more mature than me...