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Thursday, April 5, 2012

Emo

Recently I got emo easily...
Cause I cant see him daily??

Whenever I see the post about a friend of his want to destroy his hair, I feel sad...
I was the one naughty before that, and he got angry with me.
And actually he not mind if that is his friends to touch his hair.
I feel want to cry.
Why?
Am I not good enough to be his friend?

He answered Cindy about the rebonding issue, and he said "i am not obligated to answer any question" to me.

I can feel the hurt of my heart, deeply, sharply...
I can appreciate the pain, like a knife, stabbed into my heart.
When I closed my eyes, I think of him, and the feeling appears...

And same thing goes to Chris.
I do not know what is his problems and he kept expelled me from taking photo.
He isolated me a lot.
And I feel like I'm worthless.
When ZL with LT, she will ignore me too.
I was isolated by both of them during the drum gathering.
I was not happy with the dinner date.

I need Ming Ming, if I chat him, he sure will think that I want to take chance on him.
So I find the junior.

I miss you, Ming Ming.
Can you be my boyfriend?

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