Jealousy

Hmmm....
This morning, Lyn sat with Ming when we were the way to village, cause there were 2 seats left, I did not choose to sit with him.
During lunch time, he slept with his eyes cover.
And later saw him walking under the sun...
Guys have this type of advantages, one of them is the darker the manness more.
T.T
Me became darker and darker already...

Today our progression was slow.
But because we cheated in the questionnaires...
And I met one little cute boy, 7 year-old, has a pair of cute double eyelids and long eye lashes and cute cheeks!!
He likes sweets and his teeth hmmm... look like ate too much sweets and sugar...

On the way back to campus, Lyn searched for me and that time I was arranging my forms..
So she took another seat...
Then Ming sat beside her, he chose to.
And I did not want to look at this.

I was too tired.
And I also too tired to meet Sifu, tomorrow I definitely will go and meet him.
Before I went sleep, I did meditation, but I do not know whether it was a meditation, or just an attempt to sleep.
I have a few different stages.
And Buddha image appears in my mind when I was in between conscious and unconscious.

I sleep from 8pm till 2am.
Now is the time I go back to sleep again.
Good Night.