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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Bacause of him

We had a gathering tonight.
And before we went out, Lyn told me that he told her yesterday that he does not feel want to attend our dinner.
I was not waiting for him from the very beginning.
I saw him still online before I off my laptop.
We went to fetch some Murnian.
He was there, wore white outside and inner black t-shirt, shorts, with white Nike sport shoes.
He did not spray a lot, that I can not smell him, good!!
I remember that yesterday the tutor room was full of his scent of cologne, hmmmm, I was thinking that how the people who sat near him suffer from this...
By the way, our car ride was fun~~
I was singing with my terrible voice, little dancing >.<
We went to the restaurant after we pumped the petrol.
Lyn rounded for the whole table and finally chose to sit beside him, I sat 2 seats away from her initially and people asked what wrong with me and Lyn, hahahaaa!!!
They think that I must stick with her, so I sat with her by pushing Iki away.
Actually I just feel pointless if wanted to sit beside him why not walk to him straight away, and why rounded the whole arch of the table??
I did not talk to him.
I tried to talk with others, and he always interrupt my conversation with Iki.
We were not talking to each other but some kind of via others as medium.
We did not took photo together but group photo with all.

Last time, I will tell him: "May I sit with you?? ^.^" Seriously with a smile.
And sit beside him even he said no.
Although he never reject me if I asked like that.
I was hiding myself from him with Lyn's body.
The most good position to hide a sight from one is sit beside him.
Initially there was a seat that direct in front of him, the furthest from him but the eye sight was the most direct and clear.
So that's why I chose the seat 3 seats away from him, he will not direct seeing me, and I will be away from him, safe distance.
But luckily he did not talk to me, so the distance can be ignored only if he did not spray a lot on his body.
I was looking at Iki's direction.
I felt his way to be dominant in everything.
Even in order food. Maybe he is regular customer of that restaurant.
He just ordered the food fast and steady.
And the food was prepared very fast =.=
Like they already knew what we will order...
He ate in a very fast speed, that I did not look at him at all.
What I remember was he wanted everything to be fast, even in distributing food.
Asking us to take the Tomyam soup, he distributed to all, and I do not want to take not because I wanted him to serve me, but if I take, the table will be so crowded.
I can take after everything is settled.
But he can not stand that I did not take my own soup, so he put one in front me after he served Lyn, MY, YL and himself.
And then the dishes were there.
He was very hungry that he waited Iki to start eating.
Iki cannot eat seafood, and so I took some fried egg from the butter prawn.
And when we wanted to finish the fried egg oysters, we divided into two.
I said "一人一半,感情不会散"
In return, he gave me the fish, hehehe, so sweet~~~
Then we planned to go to have some desserts.
He said he wanted to go back for gym already.
And later he changed his mind cause he friends ppk on him.
But after he met his friends on the way walked to MacDonald, he followed his friend went back for gym.
I did not want to see his back facing me, so I be the one faced him with back.
I walked with the girls before he get to decide anything.
I pretended I do not care.
When I looked behind and tried to search for him, he was not there.
I had made preparation that he will not be there for us, for long.

While YL showed his face when we went to MacDonald.
Maybe he was going back already, or we did not go to the restaurant that he wanted to, or we spent too much time together.
He apologized on facebook when he felt regret of doing that...
We discussed about him when we were on the way back.
We are lucky because we were in the car with sporting people.
Lastly, what made me feel shocked was Imran said "Chao la chao la", as it is goodbye.
That fellow taught the wrong thing to Imran =.=

Almost 2am, he chatted me, he wondered why YL apologized on facebook.
And he said YL acted like a kid.
My hands going cool and clammy, just because he chatted with me.
By the way, I felt that I was so tiny that I answered his questions and after he satisfied with his curiosity, he leaved me like that, saying that he wants to sleep already.
I am a 24 hours chatbox??

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