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I followed a few bloggers, I like their stories.
Just now found another blogger, Mikiko.
Initially I was just reading her trip about Macau and Hong Kong.
And also I did not know about her relationship with her partner, William.
And read that they are being together for 13 years already.
I thought that this is a 35++ woman, but actually she is very young, 31 years old now.
She is married and she pak thor with her husband since she was 18.
Reading her blog about her relationship, feeling that her husband treats her very well, hahaha~~
And she loves her mother very much, I strongly can feel that via her writing.
Her writing also very interesting, not like me, quite boring, hahaha!!

From her blog, I think of him.
I am now 21 and I knew him for 8 years already.
Mikiko's husband treats her like they are just going into a relationship, but actually they fall in love for 13 years already.
I feel they loves each other very much, that Mikiko has no hidden story behind him, while William works hard for their future.

I am now waiting for a guy, who we will work very hard to maintain our relationship, and not a long distance relationship.
If there is no guy who can appreciate my weirdness, my immature and cant wait until I become more mature, and he also grow in the same time(mentally, of course), I will just stay single and will not marry.
Actually being single should be my priority now, cause relationship is an main obstruction in learning Buddhism.
When there is a relationship, there will be a family, there will be some kids, there will be a lot of household chores that I can not even remind myself about Sama Araham, morning and evening chanting, movement meditation and sitting meditation. How about the 8 precepts, how about the giving??
Only wise person is lucky enough to have no relationship.
Everytime I think of this, I think of another him.
He has no relationship until the age of 22, he never drink before, but he does fishing and having pets...

These two wise guys I meet, are the 2 most special guy I know.
I do respect them.

In process of learning English, insist not to use Chinese to describe, but even Chinese also can not express my feeling now very well.