Diluted

We went to cafe after FLM, I was waiting for my food, while they put their stuffs.
We met Joe and I asked him to have lunch with us.
Then Cindy said his buddy was sitting alone facing the wall.
I went in the cafe, saw him with his red shirt.
I took peek on him when I went to wash my spoon and fork (via the mirror).
Then when I sat down, I did not look at him anymore.
I controlled myself. Maybe the feeling is diluted already.
I just allowed him to exist at the corner angle of my eye.
He put the newspaper to Lyn, just like yesterday.
I did not see him yesterday, I went to put down my pathetic report and presentation marks.
But I saw newspaper, and so knew his present before.

Yesterday, I took peeks on him too when he was sitting in the car, discussing where to have dessert.
I felt he is handsome at that moment.
I saw him was styling his hair, like when I saw him styling his hair in the toilet last time.
It amused me, while I turned away and smile, not letting people know that I smile because of him.
First time I saw him driving, in a small car, hahahaha!!!

Nice, now I can accept if they really mean to be together.
If he likes Jo more, it is depending on his choice~

P/S: Not to offense him, he really does not get a nice body proportion, look not nice although with all those muscles. His legs are short but thin.