I was brave!!

When I think back everything I did, I feel that I was brave!!
I played with myself, I mixed with a lot people with different background, and I was not influenced by them.
I was enjoying when I play candle alone, I was enjoying when I play dolls alone, I was enjoying when I went to buy ice stick alone, I was enjoying when I collected thingy alone, I was enjoying when I was cycling alone.
I was high power.
Since when I become the one I am now??
Since I started to have friends? I started to develop loneliness?

I feel grateful of my family education, and there is no chance to me to do bad things. Hahahaha!!!
Because my appearance is safe enough, saving me from harm.

Just now, when I think of this, the one I want to share this thought was Jambu, who will always listen to me.
Because the last person who I thought he will listen to me, is not a sincere one.
I still do not know whether he is really fishing for girls, or just a misunderstanding statement.

Suddenly miss someone.
Maybe the someone is waiting for me in the future, he is the 50%, I am the 50%, that can make up as 100% couple????
I will wait.