Hmmm, in this stage I hope for a boyfriend, hahahaa!!!(Maybe it just last for 4 months???)
Not a specific one, not like a crush, just a random happening.
Last year I was imagining to have a boyfriend from friendship and actually it did not happen.
Although both of them still have some affections toward me, but I am not important for them, they became insignificant~~~
For KM, he did give me full imagination that he was the type of guy that I find for...
But actually he is not??
Never be couple, so I do not know.
But he messed my requirements for my next boyfriend.
Still, from outside, he must not has curly hair, and got a smooth and nice looking forehead. He can look nice--> when he does not use the hair to cover like Justin Bieber, or even when he shaves all the hair.
He must have nice shaped nose with high dorsum, this is the main thing of face, it is in the middle (cause I do not have a nice face...) When a person has nice nose, he can look nice too from the side views, handsome!!!
The better is if the guy got dimple, both sides or one side. It is very very very cute!!!
The height must more than 173cm, although Jambu 176cm, while Ming 178cm, but I think I should not have too high expectation, as long as he got long legs >.< Okok, he got a proportion of 4:6 is better than 5:5...
I think he is 5:5, but because he likes to show his abs, so the effect makes him like 6:4， hahahaha!!
About the family background, I hope that he is not the only child at home, parents are kind, that I will try to mix with the family. His mother can cook, so that I can learn from her, so that I can always make him happy when he misses home. The siblings should be have good relationship when him and love him too.
I hope that he has no family member with great gambling habit or family violence or drug abuse or prostituting.
The most important, his personalities.
First, no drink no drug no gambling no smoking no prostituting. Ok, passed.
Second, must be a Buddhist.
Third, serious in his job or everything he wants to do, confident, good in English(so that he teaches English I teach Chinese to the kids).
Third, not mix with girls with no limit.
For all that above, there is one thing missing, that is LOVE.
Without love, everything is just candy packaging with candy missing.
Although Shifu said love is a selfish act.
Why people willingly give his love, because he feels good after doing that, that if he does not feel good after doing that, he will not give his love.
So, I must make him feel worth to treat me good, I must make him feel good to own me.
I will just consider the guy who chase me and ask me to be his girlfriend.
I do not want the relationship to stay unclear.
He will promise to work hard to maintain our relationship.
He will not stay apart from me for long (my limitation:2 years if our relationship is stable, half year if we are just the beginning of everything, or if he is capable to let me stay beside him, then I will follow him)
If he is so unbonded with our relationship, he falls in love with others, having sex with others, I will just let him go, not that I do not care, I am too cruel, but if he decides to do that, then can prove that actually he does not love me much. Then let both free.
I hate to give advices to own boyfriend, but in the same time I hate if my boyfriend asks other girls about how to solve the conflicts between couple...
So, I think I should find someone who has same tone with me, can understand me without me saying it.
By the way, this kind of guy still exists in this world??
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