Complicated

Today we went there just for chatting.

Amu stole my IC card and took photo of it T.T
She showed everyone T.T
And then when CKM came, I screamed and rampas the phone T.T
Lyn said "Just KM cannot see la??" T.T
They all so bad la...

YL did a stupid thing, he being told that the date should have to sit together, and he refused to do it.
CKM threatened him that he will keep the drinks, while YL said he is non-alcoholic just take it back.
We all shocked with his answer and we all silence...
Fiona was hurt.
She told YL that not to do it in public, just can settle after this... 

CKM danced a lot. I think it is to entertain Fiona who is hurt.

Also because of Fiona was promoting us to go to see CKM's performances.
I wish to, but things happened make me fall into a dilemma. 

I waited for this kind of prom night for 2 years, and now I can not join the event.
I recorded CKM and Alfred's gay dance for entertainment, hahahahaaa!!!

She said that his face will be very miang, and "miang Kuan Ming style" is performed during the prom night. CKM did not scold us of talking this kind of things (I meant of his ego)

Fiona was promoting the maxis plan for USM students and stuff too.
I also support everyone to have it.
I asked Lyn to sign up so that I can call her for free, for whole life.

People was attracted by this promotion~

Again today I saw Lyn touched him again, but I forgot how it happened already...
Hmmmm...

Thban asked me for some questions this morning, and then now he asked Lyn.
We have diverted opinion, and conclusion: girls are really complicated .
While I have both girl's and guy's thought, Semi said I am more complicated than the normal girl, while Thban said maybe the girl's part minus the guy's part, then I will get less complicated than ordinary girls.

I heard Alfred said that he already asked the girl for 3 days.

Everyone knew it???
I did not ask him who is the girl.
People asked him why not ask Lyn.
He said it is not good to ask a girl already and then ask another girl to replace.
We all agree that she is waiting for him to ask her.
I do not know how my feelings go if he really asks her...
And I get myself wrong.
There is really a girl that he asked really hard.

Again he pointed me and asked me to go.

He IS JUST ASKED AS AN ORGANISER, I forced myself to think like that, I scared if I misinterpret again.

I cant bear the consequences again, half year already, I just started to become the cute and active Moon.

CKM felt Carmen is very cute, ya, I agree too, Thban agree too.
He asked her to go prom with him I think?
Cause he said she gave her a reason that she has no dress or what.
He asked her before.
He feels want to "cubit" her face, I remember this sentence, he used that for me before.
And he said, is good if she can be his daughter???
Was I heard it wrongly???

That is a good feeling when you feel you are being take good care of.

When he needs someone to do work for him, he will not ask me, when there is nothing to do, such as going to buy lunch, he will bring me and enjoy the air cond.

When we went to buy lunch, I feel like going.

He did not act mean to me anymore.

We can be good friend, cause he is so cute if he did not act mean to me.

When we went in the car, Semi asked me why I was there, and CKM answered that, "She is here because of me."

We all boooo him.

Me and Thban both knew that our purpose is to get air cond.

Then he started to sing songs again.

We sang together JJ's song, SaRanghHeyo...

He did not refuse to sing together with me...

“都对你说 莎郎嘿哟means I love you

代表着我 离不开你

每分每秒 每一个声音

只有你撒娇 会让我微笑

莎郎嘿哟 只对你说

I will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see

每一个我都属于你”

We sang together...
Maybe this way of expressing my feeling to him is enough already...
This is our first duet...
We sang to the very end.

After that, I acted excited told Thban that "It's JJ!!"
To cover the something between both of us...

We all asked him why can not get a girl for the prom night.
Semi suggested some namelist, and all are occupied.
We all started to tease him "Lambat!" "Lembap"
He said he being rejected about 20 times, I said he asked 20 girls and no one accept him.
He said he asked the girl face to face.

Still, I FORCED MYSELF TO STOP ANALYSE OR CONFIRM THE INFORMATION.
Maybe he get to see the girl everyday during his badminton session, dancing session.

So later we went to buy lunch.
Doing things with him is quite relax, he will responsible for everything.
We sat down waiting the Akak to pack the food.
He asked me again, will I go to the prom.

"Got people asked you or not?" 

"No."
"Gary?" He showed me the lips signal.
"No."

And we talked, we did not look at each other.
He asked why people like to pair him and Lyn.
We answered him that to trigger them, and it is fun to see his reaction.
He closed his face with his arms putting on the table, he was so shy, hahahahahaa!!
And he was like blaming us to do that.

Again, he asked me to pay him the prom money.
And again, I shake my head, and did not give him any response.

We were talking about Thban's date and others.
Suddenly Semi talked about my sadness topic, I stopped him to continue saying.
And CKM imitated my actions, so gay right??
I received call from Wendy, cause she asked me whether I need food from Kilang Papan, I told her that we will come back quite late. Cant go back earlier. T.T
Later when Semi received call that Fiona's car spoiled, CKM was willing to stay with us, as in the old time, he would like to go back very early. It surprised me.

When the food was ready, I did not take any of it,(I see so many guys so I did not take it) and Thban asked me to open door for him.
And I closed door for him too.
I went to another door so that he no need slide.
When I went in the car, I said to Thban, "I am such a gentleman, gentlewoman~"
"Oh, I am a guy!"
CKM said, "Siew Mun later I dump you from the car!"
"Shhhh" Looked at Thban and I pointed to CKM, made the expression of shut up...

And on the way back, Semi was looking to a girl's body, CKM said, "Not bad, got curve."
"Yerrrr"
"Why did there is a girl on this car???" Semi asked.
"Nevermind, I am a kid. Hahahahahaa~"

We had lunch. I sat with Amu and MY, while he sat with Alfred and Lyn.
After lunch they were playing cards.
Me and  Fiona had singing session in front of them, cause there is just non-M group and M group.
While Lyn shuffling the cards, I saw CKM's face like very serious, and cool and cruel...
It's why I afraid of him during the time he isolated me.

When I went back to warong, Amu told me that I will be staying with them.
Ok, my house settled.
We waited for others. We got a ride on CKM's car going back.
He was still hyper today, since I thought he will stop singing cause he complained that he lost his voice.
He sang Britney's Sometimes

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know.

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time.

I don't wanna be so shy, uh-ah
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me, you just have to know.

Is it he kutuk me or what?? =.=
He was doing like nothing happened.
He said who wants to go KB Mall.
Because he want to sign up the plan.
He was indirectly telling me this.
Hmmm....

Along the way, when he found that Lyn will sing a song with him, he most probably will change the song...

WC called me and I asked for her opinion.
She asked me that is that he always miang at this period, September to December only?
She asked me to not bother about him...

Yea. I think so...