Good man

Today went to class and slept along lecture was going.
When the attendance came, Lyn looked up, then passed the sheets to me.
Ohhh, he signed by himself.
She was searching for him, so me did that too.
I saw him when I just took a quick peek, not intended to find him *actually I just followed Lyn's sight*

My diarrhea persisted for almost 4 weeks already, haizzz...
Although it is quite mild, maybe there are some impurities in my body.

We went to the lab, and I saw him.
He is wearing blue shirt.
I miss him but the feeling not so strong.
Maybe I already made it as a habit?
No more excitement, no more heartbeat raised.

He stayed there until very end, I do not know who he and Joe were waiting for.
He read newspaper there, he was online watching something or maybe he was chatting with someone.
Cause I saw him smiling like very sweet. It was not being amused laugh, or else he will laugh it out loud. Maybe that was the person he likes.
Lol~

Met Jo's gang with Eddy during lunch.
Jo asked me tomorrow can eat dinner already right.
Then started conversation between me and Eddy.
He had temporary ordination a few times when he was 13, 14, 15 and 18.
Then I straight away defined him as a good guy, hahahahaha!!!

We discussed about the religious thingy, and I feel grateful for him.
And I just realised it is not difficult to find a nice guy, or it is not difficult to meet a guy who will ordinate.

So, I have another request for my future husband *if I will have one*, that is he should ordinate for short term before he can marry me.

It is difficult, so it can help me to avoid some unnecessary bad guy who might appear in my life.
Keeping 8 precepts also can reduce many of my bad thoughts.
One is it can reduce the frequency and intensity I miss CKM.
If I keep 8 prefects more frequent, slowly my feeling toward him may fade totally.

Today is the third day, I will keep it well~
For tomorrow, they will bring me to eat, and then I will keep it back.