Forbidden

I need to limit myself to feel anything to any one.
I do not know why I have so strong feeling to the photos yesterday night.
Maybe I thought myself too important.

And maybe I know that he will not celebrate my birthday, will not remember my birthday.

I put my trust on him previously, I believe even he went out with girls, but he knows who he will be with.

But now I think maybe the girl who he wants to move it slow is Jo??

Guy will always find chance to go near to his girl.

And I listen all his concert's songs all day and all night.

I feel myself really stupid.

Love is not as sweet as I imagine, love is suffering.

I knew it, and I shouldn't try anymore.