Success

I success made Cindy thought me that I like Ah Yik and think of our future seriously.
And she think I was more severe when the time I told her about CKM.
She considered my syndrome toward AH Yik now is just mild.
Of course, I love him...
Since that time, till now, and it is more severe than last time already.

She is a quite nice friend, at least she did not tell others about my past, hahahaha~~~
I think she knew I hurt very much, until I had presentation of my characteristics last few months.
Recently I come back to active state, because of CKM again...
And I think she thought I was because of Ah Yik.

I hided my feeling toward CKM in front those friends.
But I did not hided it from HS and WC.
Errrmmm, but they scared I will get hurt again.
They asked me not to fall again...

Still, there are 4 girls who like him, another girl unsure, cause she did not show her admire anymore, maybe she will not show in front of me anymore.

No, I will not fall for him, or anybody, anymore.