Relationship

We were talking about this kind of things, during lunch, again.
Just, the guy changed to Alfred, not CKM anymore...

While I told Alfred about there is a guy that I rejected him for 3-4 times in a day.
And he said, whether the guy will think that I am busy or I sell it high.
I think he will not believe there is a guy who asked for me, hahahahaaa~~
And he also said I too picky that there is a guy asking for me already~~
I told him that I can be that kind of wife who is very lovely, but the guy must worth me to do that.
And I need a mature guy.
He said me too much requests.
And the most important thing is no guy interested on me.
And then I saw a guy fulfilled my requirement, and he said "But not interested in you huh?"
And I said, "Ya, if interested on me he would come to me earlier already lo!"
Alfred said he is a traditional guy with conservative concept that wife should be the olden kind of attitude.
Hahahaaa, it is suitable for me as I am the kind of hoping to be a wise wife in the house.
But he will be a very sticky boyfriend and husband I think =.=

I can feel the differences, between CKM and Alfred.
When Alfred talked, he scanned the other girls.
When CKM talked, he really talked to us.

When Alfred talked, he talked to Lyn.
When CKM talked, he talked to me.

When Alfred walked, he will talk to others if he meets others, and then just talked to me when he felt bored of no others to talked to.
When CKM walked, he walked with me, he followed my speed, he waited for me.

I miss CKM, when I walked with Alfred...
Although both of us kept silence, but there is something around us...

And most of the guys *not only Alfred* ignored me, put me outside priority.
I knew it, that's why I appreciate CKM.

This morning we had a meeting, and I met him on the way walked there.
He went to the sport center I think, that I thought he will not attend to the meeting.

Then he chose to sit beside me, and later invaded by Lyn, haha.
Because we were on different tables, she sat at the gap.
I purposely pushed my chair closer to Lyn, so that she moved her chair closer to CKM, and I secretly smile with a little trick~~

And there is once a chance for me to look at him and while he also looks at me.
I looked into his eyes when he looked to my direction, but he was looking and talking to others, he noticed me, and he looked into my eyes, like he hopes for a sight connection with me too, but I turned away and pretended that there was nothing.

I knew, I was jealous.
I do not want to do thing that Lyn did to him before.

He really stays here for weekend???