Parts of forgotten

About he feel Carmen is cute.
From my long term survey of last semester, I knew that Carmen likes him.
That day when he said it out, Lyn looked at me, and I get what she mean.
Hahahahahaa...
Is it nice to help triggering some couples?

Should I tell him that the girl who came to my room last time and said that she feel nervous with what she wear upon meeting him is CARMEN?
I think he might be happy.
Although I remember that last time when we had lunch together, he was just ignored her who sat beside him.
Time can change everything.

He said that when he is feeling down, just looks at CARMEN, and she smiles to him back, he will feel relieve.
When I heard it, I feel familiar, because I used this sentence before.
I used it to Ah Yik...
That is the time after confession, I feel down and I saw Ah Yik, think of his "Chok", and my mood become better.

I do not know what is it called of the feeling I feel now...
Feeling stupid? Feeling bo gam wam? Feeling get revenge from him?

While there was something that may make him difficult to get CARMEN.
That 2nd day of residency, when he drove alone to Nurani, that was the time CARMEN came and found me to chat while waiting for bus.
I have to say, it is not me who intended to make his way of chasing her hard.
The Malay girls in our group were with us.
When me and Carmen were chatting, he came, and the others teased me that "Your boy coming."
I had nothing to tell but, she was asking me that who is my boy, I did not feel like telling, but I know she will see him anyways, to avoid she thought that I am shy to tell then she will think that we really have something.
I just said: "C.... K... M... la, they just play play."
She said: "Oh?! He is your boy arr?"
To avoid and prove he is not, "If yes then good lo, I can use his money, eat he treat, wear he pay, sit his car, he so rich, then my JPA money can save liao."
End.

Because I heard that she likes to collect rumors and information, and has SGD with her friends.
I scared that he will angry with me if he misunderstands me that I spread the rumors of we are couple.
Cause I know he is famous, and I might drag down his market.
I think CARMEN also knew that that is just a joke.

I do not know if CARMEN rejected him because of this.
Hope it is not.

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Another part of forgotten.
CKM and Alfred demo Waltz, and the simplest: the girl lies her head on the guy's chest.

And from Alfred lies, then changed to CKM lies...
So GAY!!!

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CKM received a call that Carmen got a date, I purposely made Thban nervous, hahaha~~~
We acted like we care very much, then CKM said she is Carmen Koh but not Carmen Young.
Lol~~

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After they bored of playing cards, Lyn played Siam Black Jack with me.
Do not how Lyn irritated CKM , and he said that, "10 bucks, come!"

I do not like him to gamble, I was trying to ask them not to do so.

And he started gambling with Lyn.
I got lousy cards, while Lyn got 9.
And she showed her challenger's face, asked him to open his cards, before he opens it, I said: "Zao!(mean draw with the host)"
I was hoping him not to lose...
Hmmmm...
And he opened it, and really got 9 too.
He said: "Zao!" with a relieve. (I think because of his ego to not lose to Lyn, and he was comparing his luck with Lyn.)

I was looking at him, and after he saw the cards, he looked at me too...
It was like he appreciated me to support him not to lose...
Haiz, I have delusion again.

Actually I already gave him some of my merits to help him win this game T.T
Although he might have luck too.

This is a case that both of our lucks add together and worked.

Cause unconsciously I already made wish that he will not lose.
Such of waste of merits in this kind of gambling thing T.T

There was a time during CNY, I share my luck with my hometown friend in gambling too. T.T

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On the way back to USM yesterday, I was looking to the mirror to see his eyes... 

I thought that he will not notice...
Cause I think he was observing via different mirrors to see that whether I am looking at him.
Yes, although most of the time I stared on him and think nothing.
So, I looked into the mirror, suddenly he looked into my eyes via the mirror!!!
I was shocked...
T.T
Discovered >.<
Maybe he just wanted to check the road condition behind the car...

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There was a time we stayed alone on the car.
He forced me to hear his singing, and I sat behind.
I was looking at him, and suddenly I felt that he will turn behind and he will see me looking at him, so I closed my eyes and pretended that I was sleeping >.<

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On the way back to USM, he was singing like he was in a concert, and last time Fiona became his fan and shaked his hand.
So I wanted to response to his action, I shaked hand with him, but we touched, and he threw away my hand immediately.
This not feel good, it is not polite.
And I will not touch his hand anymore.