Happy!!!! And sad.....

Maxis is helping us to save money today!!!
We got a Maxis plan that we have no need to pay for phone, calls, sms, if we register a new postpaid line together!!!

It is a great offer because it does not have hidden charge and monthly installment charge!!!
Pay all you use policy!!!

Plus, I bought a new phone for just RM59!!!
Quite nice already with that price~~~

This morning I went up the bus, asked for Lyn and found that she will be following CKM's car.
I slept in the bus and the kopitiam, suddenly they all called me up and asked me to wear spec.
I did so, I knew that they wanted me to see by myself that CKM and Lyn were together and just they both on the car.
I looked for awhile and I also showed that I was excited to congrats them.
He came down from the car and showed a smile of victory.  
And then I back to my sleep.

Then we started to sing songs.
While he teased me that "You thought you are (someone won prize in singing competition)?"
Cause that is her songs during the competition.

Then he found a seat near us, that is middle of the road, I think he wants to come near to us.
We sang and ignored him.
While when we eat dark chocolate with almond, I showed my dirty teeth to them, twice~
Then we called him as Mr. Gayden instead of Kayden.
We asked him to dance the "Oppa Gayden Style", we asked him to dance during prom and we will sure go.
We called him Dr. Gay.
Then he danced the lift part that the guy is shaking with his butt and the waist must be strong.
OMG, we all can not stand with that and should wash our eyes!!!

He listened to my voice for 2 days I think, that actually is sound pollution...
He felt bored then he shifted his chairs to play cards.

After that someone asked me to pass them my camera.
We had a photo session, and he stood behind me, very near I think, but I did not notice about him until I finished taking photos.
And we asked him to take photos together, he said it is gay to take photos with girls, and I said, if is a guy then should take photos with girlsssss~~~
Then he decided to take photos and quickly went to pose.
With his smile and I did not look at him.
After that Lyn and Amu took photos with me, hugging me.
And he said, who saying me as a gay?
He teased that I am more homo than him.
Lyn took his photo that he made an =.= face.

His silly smiling face ^.^

Then we went for rest after they all went away.
We chatted and made funny photos~

We went out for lunch when the time comes.
We were just waiting the time to go back.
I listened to songs and mixed with Fiona.
Then he came and asked Fiona to pay for the prom night.
He asked the money from me too, while I gave him a "I dont know" expression.
Then he leaved us.

At night, when I read the article about our group, I asked RL about my Thai trip.
I knew that I can not tell anything to my friends anymore.

I went to Cindy room and tried to explain to her.
I have a confused feeling and I cried.
She was busy eating when I talked.
And when I cried and asked her to come near me, she did not do that.
But she hold my hand tight and had a very direct eye contact.
She comforted me to believe and know what I am doing, sometimes selfish is good foe ourselves.
She did not support me and also did not block me now.

Then she asked me to go out for an ice cream.
My mood is complicated now....

They even posted the article on facebook group for public.
I feel disappointed with them.

And my heart is still.