I went to the meeting, and it finished very late...
Luckily Joe came and fetched me to get style.
He actually forgot to help already!!!!
And luckily I told him I wanted go to make up =.=
Cause he was on the way fetching his date and friends to the hotel =.=
And when I asked him to reserve a parking for YL, he said he himself also can not have a reservation of parking.
Because last time CKM asked him to fetch him, so can have a reservation, while now CKM decided to drive his own car.
I wondered that why in the beginning he did not plan to fetch her??
I spent 1 hour for my style.
At first the assistant just curved my hair to produce voluminous effect.
He think to make a shu boon and cute hair style for me.
Then the hairstylist free from other customer, asked the assistant whether he needs help.
So he came to me, unpinned the pin on my head, used his comb to volume up my hair.
He asked me what dress I will wear.
"Top, black, tight"
He just used a few minutes, even the other assistants also came and watched.
He made a "Bird Nest" or "Roaster Head" for me >.<
Then I went to make up, the girl also asked me the same question, and the head said just put smoky make up on my face.
And because I am the last, the hairstylist, also a professional make up-er, helped me to do the eye shadow~
I put the fake eyelashes, cause it was free...
I was late, but I do think it will not begin so early.
So we rushed to the hotel.
I was a weird person cause I wore formal entered the lobby...
I rushed into the toilet, I wore it from down, and I figured out that my dress loosen T.T
It is not easy to wear anymore, it can be easily dropped..
Hmmmmm...
So, I saw him in the crowd, do not know he saw me or not that time.
I knew that he was finding me. He searched for me when he was free the whole night.
I took photos, I did not find him for photos...
He walked here and there, and I walked here and there.
There was the beginning of the night.
I took photos in the middle of the hall, he was looking who obstructed the way and purposely hold his date hand, and asked for an excuse for her date to cross, when he saw that was me. =.=
He was intended to do like that!!!!
He seated his date.
He mostly leaved his date aside the whole night.
I think it is not good he occupied the pretty girl but put her alone for whole night, but why not let someone who really can accompany the girl to date her??
Maybe his ego to own a pretty girl as a date lo...
And I had no chance to take nice photo of him, he too active...
But when he danced, he will find a place that near to me and dance in front of me.
When we took group photos, he always stand behind me...
Maybe I think too much.
When the shows from the first year juniors started, I went to Jo's table and recorded.
I found that it was too far for me.
Then I went to CKM's table.
I recorded everything.
He was not sitting initially. *And everytime I went to his table, he will try to get back to his seat too.*
Then he talked with his date.
I was not listening.
When the junior sang "Wonderful tonight", he followed and sang to his date.
I can not feel anything.
He was singing to her, and I was imagining that he was singing to me...
Pathetic..
Then there was Award for Dress, Hair, King & Queen, Prince & Princess.
I got the Best Hair Doer Prize, and I was blurred until the photo taking session.
He danced with the girl after the prize giving.
I took photos.
When the senior had a marriage proposal, I did not feel anything too.
First, I do not like her.
Second, I decided to be single if that person was not him.
So, I knew that my will is impossible, so I will be stayed single in my whole life.
I do not have false hope about dating, proposal and wedding.
When people cried or touched because of that, I stayed calm and thinking that is it the tradition will proceed until next prom night.
I saw KM's madness of seeing people get his girl.
I knew he must be hope for a girl too.
A girl who suitable for him.
Then there is their dance shows.
I recorded his madness and because I cant focus their face, and also they all having masks.
Later he danced with the dance crews.
I was just a cameragirl.
When I stood high up to take his video of performance, Ah Yik came to me and talked to me.
We chatted for awhile.
I asked him whether he got a date there.
"Can you be my date then?"
I said I can not dance.
And I told him I do not like to go to the dance pool.
Then he explained to me that he does not like it either.
"Do you feel cold?"
I said, "I feel ok with it."
Then he tried to stop me from video recording.
"There is nothing to take to."
"Are you trying to taking video of someone?"
I felt I was threaten, I can not take his video anymore.
Of course he will notice who I take.
So I stopped taking video.
He asked me to go down from the chair.
I told him there is no different whether I stand up there or on the floor.
But for his request, I went down.
And I asked him is there any different?
He said yes and because he usually looks down and not looks up to others.
He felt better like that, and he lied on the wall, slipped down to get closer to me.
All this while Ken came and looked at the photos I took, and he asked me is it my camera.
And I said no.
Maybe he saw that I took a lot of his photos *I actually wanted to pretend that there is nothing wrong, I knew he suspected something.*
But he looked at me with a weird face when I talked to Ah Yik.
I am not sure that he can see me from the stage, saw me talking to Ah Yik or not.
Then Cindy and Lyn came brought me to the dance pool.
So I got opportunity to escape from him.
Yet I felt sorry to him cause I leaved him alone.
Mean I am more gentlemen than most of the guys, lol~
I just moved a bit in the dance pool.
I felt weird because I just said that I do not like go into dance pool.
I danced with Cindy at the end of the night with "Someone like you".
I saw him searching or he was just looking.
He was wearing back his suit.
I was waiting him to take initiative, but I think I am wrong.
He did not even take photo with me, alone.
But lastly, we asked for a PBL and CFCS group photos.
He stood behind me.
I knew it was his only chance to take photo with me, without he asks for it.
He squatted down in front of me, to take PBL photo.
While I saw Ah Yik with his friend, I heard their conversation.
"Why you din go find her and take photo with her."
"I cant find her."
I think he meant me.
I think I am too short for both of them to find me.
Cause I realised that CKM also found hard to search for me.
Then the 4th year wanted a group photo, I happily went to the stage without embarrassment, I do not mind to show that I was repeating my first year.
Since the repeating first year I admitted it in public.
He laughed at me that I was so excited to take photos.
I knew Ah Yik looked at me too.
He knew I was a repeater.
While after we took 4th year photos, CKM immediately called for a 3rd year photo.
He happily recruited 3rd year, and he stood behind me, while the stage was empty before that.
Before I went back, Ah Yik saw Mew and Adam excited took photos with me, I think he felt something.
Cause I took peeks of him, saw his facial expression.
But he was not courage to ask to take photo with me.
I waited him to take his 2nd year photo, and actually I was in rush.
I called him by my index finger, asked him to take photo with me.
While he said, "You bu shuang me, I do not want to take photo with you, except that you tell me you shuang me."
Then I just laughed and showed him "It is too over and impossible" face to him, and we got a photo.
While I was taking photos with friends, he came again, requested a photo with me using his friend's phone.
I rushed to the lobby and story ended...
Did you think that the story really ended??
There is another person's name appeared in this blog, this is the thing that I do not hope for.
I will keep my love for only him.
My smiles and my laughs on my face show that I need him.
I am telling in this blog that I never leave him.
I know that he knew that I did all these things, is just for him.
Attended to the prom night, bought dress, shoes, did hair styling, make up, watch his performances, record into videos...
Make him proud with my award, the best female hair doer.
I know, he knew it.



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