My story

He sang this, both the rides of Lyn and me, repeating and repeating.
And lastly, when we both on the car.

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

He emphasized the red part.
I told him my secret, I asked him questions...
And we never talk to each other again since then.
I was strongly against the lyrics initially, I did not want his feelings influences me.
I was thinking that, there is no cure for the another type of relationship between us.
What we can left is friendship.

It is right to not recall everything happened.
Cause later you will be more and more into it.
I will forget it all after I finish writing this.
Left the articles as a story book that I will read in my future.
Look back the feelings that existed long time ago, will I think that I was silly before?

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While this is the first song he sang hyper, with actions and emotions.

I could lie awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Well you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
And just stay here lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

[Chorus]
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
Just stay in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

He likes this song much, he sang that thrice.

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When we sang, SaRang Heyo, means I love you...
I meant it...
Our voices were overlapping, our voices were soft...
I can feel love in the air...
Maybe it is just my delusion again...

Representing that I cant leave you
Every minute, every second, every single voice, 
Only you act coy, can make me smile (CARMEN)

SaRang Heyo, only say it to you,
I will love you, and forevermore,
I promise, baby, you will see,
Every part of me are yours.

I felt that there are lots of feeling in my stomach.

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You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know.

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time.

I don't wanna be so shy, uh-ah
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me, you just have to know.


I told him my feelings, he was shocked, he was afraid?
Ran and hided from me, think that I was too fast?
OK, well, yea...
I was such silly to think that girl has right to take initiative too.
And I treated that is the last time I will fall for one.

But true, I will not fall for any others anymore.
He is the last, and I rather to be single until my end of life.

Lol~~
They are just songs...
Why did I care so much?